In May you asked me to come home. You said we’d be ok, that we’d work thru everything. That you could and had forgiven me for what I’d done…
The next 5 months were rough- lots of arguing, lots of being alone because you were working or out with friends- drinking, embarrassed of me- we didn’t even have our own place…we had one room, in your brother’s house, with your entire family. I still felt guilty for what I’d done.
5 months since you asked me to come home, 5 months since I figured out how
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I just feel like crying. I had a good afternoon with my fiancé (partner of 8 years) yesterday and made a small comment which he didn’t like and it just erupted into a massive argument.
He brought up all this stuff that he’s never mentioned before, and just got himself so angry. He wouldn’t stop, he just kept going and bringing everything and slinging it at me like he wants to hurt me. He’s just so suddenly full of anger and it’s not been like this for years. I don’t know where it all came
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You know it’s hard enough dealing with an abusive mother. It’s even harder when she puts on a charade and everyone thinks that I’M the bad kid, even going as far as sympathizing for her having to put up with me. All I want is the satisfaction of the truth emerging for all to see, an end to the senseless denial, and a fucking nap. And I was getting close to that - well, at least the first part…
Then she ends up with cancer. Metastasizing to the brain. Two to three months to live. I’m fine with
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My boyfriend keeps getting mad at me when I can’t reply to him. My reason? I’m helping my cousins. He keeps being mad with me when I don’t let him know where I am. and everytime I just keep saying sorry. and he’s like “good thing I can talk to (insert another girl name here) when you’re gone so I wasn’t bored and asleep” It hurts you know. He’s angry I keep telling him I’m sorry because I love him and I don’t want to fight my protective little brother is starting to be pissed at him and I’m
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