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My boyfriend never wants to do anything, he freaks out at me when I go out with friends, so now I don?t even try to anymore because I don?t want to argue when I get home. I am totally depressed I am tired of being afraid he is going to freak out at me by saying I am fucking someone else. The way he treats me sometimes makes me not want to have sex with him because it makes me feel bad about myself. I feel sad because I know I am not living up to my potential and I feel like my life is passing
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I’m afraid that I’ll be alone for the rest of my life. Perhaps some of us are meant to be alone, I feel like one of them. All I’ve ever wanted, was a family of my own, to gain the chance to have a loving wife, and a child that I will never neglect, like my father neglected me. I want a family more than anything, and everyday that passes, I feel more alone, seemingly punished…as I watch a world full of undeserving people throw away their gifts, I only wish I could have a gift of my own. :(
I just don’t care about SEO anymore. I don’t care about these emails. I don’t care about these websites. I am sick and bloody tired of doing something I don’t care about. I QUICK! I am not afraid of being poor. I’d rather be poor an happy than have a good job and be miserable. I don’t give a flying crap about ANY of it anymore. I won’t be in the meeting. I won’t return your call. I won’t reply to the email. I won’t have a look at that file. I. AM. OVER IT!
Look, I’m a fairly open minded person. However I’m not alright with PDA. I get it, you two are “in love” or something, but I don’t want to see you making out in front of me. I’m afraid to confront you because maybe I’ll be seen as a bigot, but really I’ve talked to other girls who openly kiss their boyfriend in front of me about my uncomfort. To top it off, you both live here, you have beds assigned to you, you don’t need to be reserving common areas to sleep together at night. Its
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I’m currently in a long-distance relationship with a partner who lives in a different country. We’ve known each other for about a year now, and have had constant contact with each other and have seen each other’s faces, but we have never met in person and they refuse to engage in video conversation or anything of the sort. They have very large mood swings and some problems with depression, sometimes acting amourous and sometimes suicidal. When they get very depressed or if I haven’t been
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everyone i know is getting married or pregnant… i’m still single and childless. i’m getting older every year and i’m afraid i’ll never get the things i want out of life. i didn’t grow up in a very functional home. my parents split when i was young, dad was a drunk, mom was a binge drinker and a huge partier, yata-yata-yata. i was left to fend for myself and my younger siblings. i know i could do better than that with my own family. i would be a GREAT mom. it’s not fair. all these people have
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I don’t know what I ever did to deserve the hate that I get from my stepdad; I always do my chores, I get good grades (As and very rarely Bs, never lower), I always do whatever he says, and I try my hardest to respect him. I don’t know why I care what he says, since he’s a fucking cheater who’s hit my mom and been to prison before, but whenever he puts me down he makes me feel like the dumbest, most pathetic scum of the Earth. I can’t begin to tell you how many times I’ve been driven to tears
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I’m preparing for ordination and recently I think I’ve fallen in love with my best friend. We’ve been friends almost 9 years and recently everything about her just kinda screams to me. I’m happy with my life now but can’t help but wonder if I’d be happy with her. She has said openly that she has feelings for me. I’m afraid that if I do leave I may regret it later and end up hating her for it. She doesn’t deserve that, she deserves someone who will love, respect and cherish her all the days of
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(not a rant) So today in math i was sitting by my friend (girl) and everything was normal and happy when a guy walked in wearing a cut up jersey which was cut like a crop top basically. My friend freaked out about it (because the teacher did not acknowledge the boy) and started yelling about how if a girl wore that they would be dress coded and then she got to the point where the teacher sent her to the principals office to talk to her about the issue (he didn’t have to change in the end).
I
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I’ve generally been “better” recently, with usual manifestations of despondency. You talk to me for a few days, then don’t for a week. You are the Joel to my Clementine, and I can’t help but to want to erase you from my memory as the story goes. I’ve tried to put you in a box along with my emotions but I keep reopening the box out of temptation for a reminder of what happiness once felt like. Day in and day out I see the same shit and the same people. I see the world glorified and plastered on
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Right now my life seems like some awful soap opera, or something you might see on reality TV (which I feckin’ HATE).
I’d been dating this guy for two years, and became increasingly frustrated with his lack of motivation and success in a number of areas, and slowly fell out of love with him. Once I told him we were through, but I died inside when I saw how utterly crushed he was, and although I tried not to, I immediately told him to forget the whole thing and pretend it never happened. After
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So long ago we met. I liked you. You liked me. You had your heart broken by this dude. We started talking. You were falling for me. You told me so the week before he died. After he died you weren?t the same. Let me remind you that he was your daughter?s father. I still loved you. And you me. But you became distant. I feel you are afraid of losing me so you are pushing me further from your heart. I joined your school. I didn?t like it, I went back to the capitol city. You didn?t talk to me for a
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I hate myself for being ok to have the bare minimum in a relationship. Me and my girlfriend have been together for almost 7 years. In the past 3 years we havent had sex, telling me shes not into it. All we do is give each other pecks and say “i love you” Everytime I make advancement for sex she turns me down. I dont say or do anything about it. I hate myself for not standing up for myself and afraid to leave. I feel I rather have those little kisses from her than non at all. I’m such a pussy
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I’m not afraid to say that I am a hard working student. I have had straight “A’s” for three years, been involved in tons on school activities and done loads of community service. I got a notification from the University of Connecticut that I’m not accepted, but if I email them they will be willing to put me on a wait list and I wont get their wait list decision until the end of May, but almost every athlete with mediocre grades and SAT scores got instantly accepted into UConn. Way to piss on
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My boyfriend and I had a chat last night, he basically said he wants us to move in together and can’t see why i’m against it. (He has a much larger house than me and it’s more feasible for me to move into his place) The thing is, i’m a single parent, he gets on great with my child and vice versa. I’m very independant though and moving in together will mean i have to rely on him almost totally for financial support. (i’m in full time study and certain monies i get will change depending on my
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