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On tumblr, in the twdg fandom, I was bullied by bluewalltack and hanndigo (formally lillycaul, then lillycaulproskater) to the point of almost committing suicide. Both of those people are some of the worse people I have ever had the displeasure of interacting with. They act condescending, holier-than-thou, have no self-awareness whatsoever, and act like certain people in the fandom are inherently worse than other people just because they like certain characters, even though bluewalltack and
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Its seems like no matter what I do or how I do it I’m always being screamed or yelled at. Everything I do its a fucking problem. Everything I want to say is held back, but the moment I say something subtle IM THE FUCKING BAD GUY! I’m always being called names, some of them are so bad I just want to turn around slap them back up their mothers vagina and leave. Sorry I’m not the fucking best. Maybe you should have aborted the fucking mission! Your the fucking reason I have depression.
Honestly this site seems to be for, negative things. But I’ve got to confess just how amazed I am because, I finally learned to love myself. I’ve realized I am beautiful, that I am wonderful, and that I don’t need anyone’s validation for that.
And feeling this after so long in depression and hating myself is just breathtaking and amazing and I feel so powerful. I feel as if the whole universe is within me just waiting for me to reach out at it and it’s all mine and no one else’s to take or
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I think I had potential. I think I am a good person. I worked very hard and I lost everything, again. You see I had dreams and I this country they tell you that if you follow your dreams and work hard you can make them come true. I believed. I believed in God. I believed in country. I believed in friends. I believed in me. Now I don’t believe in anything. 2 failed businesses and three small children and a wife and nothing else. I wish I had my placebos back.
I’m currently in a long-distance relationship with a partner who lives in a different country. We’ve known each other for about a year now, and have had constant contact with each other and have seen each other’s faces, but we have never met in person and they refuse to engage in video conversation or anything of the sort. They have very large mood swings and some problems with depression, sometimes acting amourous and sometimes suicidal. When they get very depressed or if I haven’t been
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I know that you have issues with depression, and I know that you like poking fun at yourself for it for God only knows what reason, but joking about dying in your goddamn sleep is -not- funny, and I’m getting sick and fucking -tired- of you -totally ignoring- any kind of concern I have for you. You make me -hate- you sometimes, even though you’re my best friend, and that just makes me hate -myself-. I’m not telling you to shut up, I’m just asking you to have even the -tiniest shred- of sympathy
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I am such a self-saboteur. Everyone else sees it as a ‘work ethic’, but I know what I’m really doing, and I hate it. I’m at uni doing a course that I absolutely _despise_ because I think it’ll get me a good job. I’ve had so many opportunities to quit, but I chicken out at the last minute because I don’t want to end up poor when I’m older. But the stupid thing is, I don’t even care about money. Thats something my father cares about. Ever since I can remember, he’s always told me how important
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“Hey guys, I have depression. No, not the scary kind where you really want to kill yourself and can’t get out of bed in the morning. I have the kind where I post pictures of myself with mouth-fulls of fake blood on the internet and try to fish for attention. Please give me as much attention as you can, for the minute you stop talking to me, i’m totally going to ‘kill myself’ (by kill myself, I mean leave for an hour and come back, claiming to be one of my own family members and writing fake
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I just kinda feel like my life is going downhill. Everyone’s who’s in my first period class essentially hates me and they all call me fat on a constant basis. My grades are quickly decreasing, and I can’t figure out what the hell i’m supposed to do anymore. I live day to day with sadness and confusing. I’m always so tired, and i just want to cry. Everything just feels so hard for me to get through that at this point all I want is to die so I don’t have to deal with this anymore. I haven’t been
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Fuck this world, I hate my family. I know you are supposed to love them, but also they are the ones to protect you and love you and care- it’s hard to love them when they just want to bring you down and use you as an escape goat. All of them are cunts. My father is an abusive alcoholic who has abused me the most out of everyone because I fought back- no one can hurt me and get away with it, he has held me down while I had panic attacks and my mother told him to- she wouldn’t protect me when I
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The thing that really fucking does my head in is that its always worse when it comes to someone else. I’m not a person to happily say how I feel yet by ‘best mate’ seems to think that means nothing ever bothers me. I went through the most stressful time of my life losing loved ones I was very close to, mum was diagnosed with depression and I was a mess, bottling things up and not eating etc, it was only when mum threatened to take me to the doctors, presumably for depression or for help with
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I’m just so tired of being me.
I’m tired of fighting with my SO constantly. I’m tired of feeling worthless because I’m the one at home taking care of the kids and not bringing in money. I’m tired of the fact that we don’t have health insurance so I can’t get medication for my depression. I’m tired of wanting to hurt myself constantly because I can’t afford T or GRS or even Top Surgery. I’m tired of being in pain constantly and not having anything that I can do about it. I’m tired of having a
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I know these types of messages might generate an eyeroll or two and I perfectly understand. You don’t have to agree with me at all and I certainly won’t pressure anyone.
Fact is, I live in a first-world country, not exactly poor in wealth and I am “healthy”. What’s there to complain about right? I get it.
Still, what the above doesn’t reveal is that I’ve fucked up my life, quite possibly permanently. I was a university student but I crashed and burned there, mostly due to depression and I
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I’ve come to a point in life where I can say I’m no longer happy. Around my few friends, sure. Around school, sure. I act like it, just because I don’t like attention. Once I get home, it’s another story. Part of it is due to my mother. I don’t know if I even consider her that at this point. She constantly puts me down, has constantly made fun of my social anxiety and depression, often calling me “crazy” and “a lunatic that’s messed up in the head” she finds my sister to be a saint from above
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That shit you pulled with her sent me into a major depressive episode that effectively ruined my life. The next several years were spent with mild but long-lasting depression and anxiety. I’ve got trust issues, anger issues, and borderline Avoidant Personality Disorder. You’re a fucking sociopath, you know that? Maybe most people don’t see it, and a few can tell there’s something off about you, but I know first hand what a sick, broken, individual you are. I fantasize that one day you’ll do
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