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Folding. Tucking. Tying. I made a fort for me to sleep in. The sheets i\\placed in between my pillows were newly taken out of the laundry. I was about to lay my head next to Yossarian, when Bohemian Rhapsody started to echo in my room from the speakers that played across the road. I couldn’t put myself together - every feeling came rushing too suddenly. You drowned my mind in the messages you used to send me, as I realized my sheets weren’t as dry as they used to be anymore.
Some days, it hits
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A few months ago you would have caught me saying “I’m not ready to graduate. I’m having too much fun to want to leave.” But it’s a different story now.
As of late I haven’t been feeling quite like myself. I’m not motivated to do my work. The drive to keep up my 4.0GPA isn’t there anymore. I’m sleepy. In fact all I want is sleep. I don’t want to watch TV (like I even had time to in the first place, ha). I haven’t been playing much guitar (but when I do I get sort of frustrated that I can’t
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I am such a self-saboteur. Everyone else sees it as a ‘work ethic’, but I know what I’m really doing, and I hate it. I’m at uni doing a course that I absolutely _despise_ because I think it’ll get me a good job. I’ve had so many opportunities to quit, but I chicken out at the last minute because I don’t want to end up poor when I’m older. But the stupid thing is, I don’t even care about money. Thats something my father cares about. Ever since I can remember, he’s always told me how important
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i hate that…so easy to fall into script. everybody wants to think there is somebody out there for them. actually pretty sure there is… just not here. and maybe not for me. dont know why, just turned out that way.
ahhhh walk thts were of few beings can effect me so. :(. just makes me sad but whatever gets your rocks off i guess. shrug. the season i suppose…..love is in the air. and seriously bad timeing. in reality where i live i have little to identify with. shrug. i have a great many big
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So the past week or two have been horrible. From my brother getting a car he doesn’t deserve to me not making it into the first varsity golf tournament tomorrow.
When I golfed today, I was horrible. It didn’t help that I was playing for a place in the tournament tomorrow. Well whenever I took a shot, it was always bad. And when I rarely made a good hit and went where I needed it to, the group I was golfing with never acknowledged it. And when another person made a shot worse than my best ones,
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Why did my dad leave? Why did he put us in a falling apart house and just leave, threatening to put foreclosure on us every day, whenever we went against his will? Every time we try to leave why would he threaten to hurt us? The house is falling apart now. All my friends are getting sick and dying, or getting in trouble and dying in accidents or fights. Every day I tell myself, “Some day, I’ll put a stop to all this, and make the world a better place.” But who am I but one man? Why can’t I find
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holding others resonsible vs blame. there is a difference. and really i look about and science guys u just give me a roaring headache. i suspect in english i would find it fasinating. ummmm counciling and faith based observations is helpful but living it pulls it all together.
it’s huge as a subject and it’s about how peeps think and most of them…dont. i think the intent to find the loser who did that and have the fix it is the intent but in extreme it’s another thing. blame. i think
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I would just like to say that our four year relationship was a colossal waste of my fucking time. I dated down in the first place thinking that maybe a homely looking guy would make up for his looks with some common fucking sense. Wrong. You successfully hid a pill problem, you keep your place in shambles & our sex life sucked. You told me I was weird for wanting to new things in bed & then you are fucking some 19 year old skeezer behind my back? I should have taken one of the million offers
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So if YOUR life really sucks,
*Do you drink or use drugs to try to ease the pain?
*Do you single out and or just hold a life long grudge towards those who abused you?
*Do you cut yourself to punish yourself because everyone treats you like a loser?
*Do you have bipolar disorder, depression, OCD, ADD?
*Did you miss out on all the best in life that everyone else takes for granted?
*Did you never have anything you really wanted and sometimes only what you needed, or got bailed out of a situation
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Three years ago, when I was in the midst of a whirlwind of friends in my circle marrying off and planning the rest of their lives in coupledom, I would have been among those for whom the question ‘Would you like to have kids?’ would have been a no-brainer. Now, I’m not so sure. Since then, I’ve changed countries twice, FINALLY got a job that’s related to my degree (an apprenticeship that pays a stipend, but hey, we’re in a recession), broken up with the boyfriend of 7 years (it fizzled out;
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It’s the little things that matter. All the little things that people don’t do add up quickly and becomes a big, breaking, negative on your heart.
Examples of little things:
Cleaning ANYTHING once in a while like the dishes, the bathroom, vacuuming, putting the recyclables in the right can! etc. Things you should be doing anyway since I pay for half the rent.utilities! I quit cleaning, I got tired of doing it all by myself.
Maybe surprise me with little gifts/flowers/outings for no reason other
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What I want to know is how the utter FUCK can someone still like a girl after she hacked mine and my friend’s Facebooks, bitch about us behind our backs and spread lies about my family. How people can think this is acceptable and cool I don’t know. I would also like to state that everything she does now absolutely pisses me off. She posts on blogs, long descriptions with ‘big words’ to make herself sound intellectual when actually she just sounds like a 10 year old trying to impress in an
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I don’t see why you are even trying to get with me anymore.
You are a manwhore, a player, and a cheater. You always have been. Yes I admit, you are charismatic and can get pretty much any girl who is ignorant to your powers of persuasion to flop over on their stomachs like cute little puppies that just “OMG want some luvin’ ” and yes I will admit I was one of them. But you constantly flirted with women, never even told them that you had a girlfriend. Oh no, you relied on the widely known woman
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In May you asked me to come home. You said we’d be ok, that we’d work thru everything. That you could and had forgiven me for what I’d done…
The next 5 months were rough- lots of arguing, lots of being alone because you were working or out with friends- drinking, embarrassed of me- we didn’t even have our own place…we had one room, in your brother’s house, with your entire family. I still felt guilty for what I’d done.
5 months since you asked me to come home, 5 months since I figured out how
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Sometimes I just wish my mom would just shut up and leave me be she is so freaking annoying on Sundays when I ‘m just trying to catch a break. I just got back from a choir tour, wanted to relax and play some league of legends and now she bugging me on how I have to go out and do something. Are you kidding me? I just spend an entire March break on the road when I could’ve chosen to stay and just do homework and MAYBE play some stuff when my parents aren’t home. Do I need to lose weight?
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