Everyone I deleted my twitter account today because I was condemned crazy, but I’m not and I can’t stand it. Everyone thinks I’m a troubled child but I’m not. Can they all just leave me alone? I want to cry but I can’t and if my mom is trying to find out more about me I’ll feel horrible. Just leave me alone people. I’m not troubled. Well, that’s all I wanted to get off my chest. This really helped even it was small and little.
This is fucking up my life so much and it’s all thanks to my “perfect” parents. I was raised in a household where lying was condemned so that I might have been different if my family dynamics were different. My mother was almost never around, due to her job, and my dad resented that and still does and he takes it out on my brother and I. If we did something wrong, we would be berated almost until we cried (this was when we were younger) so eventually if I started pointing the finger at
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For some reason I only find white men to be sexually attractive. I can say someone of another race is handsome or pretty, but sexual attraction is none. For anything else I won’t discriminate at all and I love making friends with anybody regardless of stuff like that. A lot of great people in this world were and are black, Asian, Latino, Native American, Pacific Islander, Middle Eastern, mixed, etc. It’s just I can’t get any sexual gratification.
I’m a gay male and it could be “white worship”-
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Sometimes my sister used to make me so out of my mind angry I wanted to dig my nails into her face and tear some chunks right out.
I’ve calmed down in the past year or 2 though. Now, I only want to push her down the stairs.
why cant you just leave me in peace? i hate my stupid ass-hole father, who can’t even go a day without lecturing me. he should get a life and mind his own fucking business. thanks to you idiots, i barely have any life, im just stuck at home all day doing nothing. you never encourage me, and only find ways to criticize me or lower my self esteem. i CANNOT wait until i get to go to college and leave you dumb-ass morons behind. from then on, i will leave and never look back. you can forget about
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