HOLY SHIT WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN.
I am 25 and I still hate my parents. The cool thing is that after living with my fiance for two years (and AWAY from my parents) has taken me a step back and shown me that maybe I’m not being emo and maybe there are a few little legit reasons for them to piss me off so badly. My oldest cousin has excommunicated from the family because of her dad, MY dad’s brother, who was an asshat and made her feel like a worthless unwanted piece of shit, HMMM AND SOMEHOW I
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i dont know what to do with my self i feel lost alone even when a friend is near
i think about her every day and it dosint matter how many girls i meet i cant feel enything for them cuz i still love her its bin a year and im so fuckin lonley its makeing me crazy i just want to move on but im stuck in the past
funny how we all ways whont what we cant have
im wondering how much more i can take
before this thing finely kills me
Another birthday comes and no one notices or cares. No cake, no presents, no nothing. I haven’t had a birthday party since I was 8. That was ten years ago. This year, I was second to an indoor grill that my mother “Just had to have.” This woman has a 400 dollar grill outdoors. I’m not asking for a huge freaking deal, just grab a tiny pre-made cake from walmart, I don’t even need candles! Is it too much to ask for? Am I wrong for wanting one of my parents to recognize my birthday? Am I being
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For the past 4 years I’ve been with a covert military unit. I can’t bring myself to tell my family and friends. I tell myself its for their own protection but the truth is I’m not sure they would approve and I don’t think I could deal with that. They all think I’m a “Freelance Consultant”. My parents have started to ask me about finding a girl and settling down. I can’t get married doing what I do, that would be torture on my wife. How exactly would the other conversation go? “Mom, Dad, guess
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