the goodwill out of me. one in particular who loudly and quickly presented himself as the victim in our separation to mutual friends, is a harsh and judgemental human who has said really horrible things about each of these mutual friends from whom he now seeks comfort and validation… i want to tell them how he really is, how mean he has been, how hurtful the last couple of years were, how controlled and insignificant i felt. yet in the big picture, that is not who i want to be. so, i will say
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I hate my boss so much I want to punch him in his smug, sneering face. He sneers and rolls his eyes any time you come to him with a new idea, takes credit for anything good and is quick to judge when you make a mistake. He is the last one to come in and the first to leave. He starts off sentences in the middle and then gets angry that I don’t know what the hell he is talking about because I am not a mind reader. I get through meetings with him by nodding and picturing all the ways I can make
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You take my food, you take my friends’ food. You BARELY know them, and you beg them for their food. I know you well, I KNOW that you can prepare your own , but you’re just too god damn lazy. You bully others for their food, and when you actually bring some for once, you don’t share it. Why the fuck not? We give you a good half of our portions everyday, actually you just take them and then sometimes you criticize the way it tastes. You can’t spare one piece of gum to that kid you bullied last
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I think it is funny that I can more easily continue a friendship with someone in China, a country on the other side of the world, than I can initiate an intimate relationship with someone in the United States. I think I know why that is, too. At first I made excuses and tried to put a positive spin, each excuse tailored specifically for every failed attempt, but then I realized that there was a pattern. You see, I’ve come to understand that these roadblocks and obstacles are unique to my
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