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girl that is upsetting me=karen
girl that agrees w me=lucy
girl that is closest friend but doesn’t agree=sara
due to recent situations, i feel as if i can only confide in 1 of my friends , lucy, and not be judged or have it passed on. we mainly talk about 1 person in our group who has been dragging our spirits down , karen, and the best way to sort it out (its not in a bitchy way just trying to find a solution w/ the least damage bc the girl its about is v sensitive) but recently lucy is not
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I fell asleep last night in the arms of a man who could potentially be really good for me, and I dreamed about my ex. I woke up crying, and f*cked a guy who is falling for me just to get him out of my head. I thought I was ready to move on, but I’m not. I’m using somebody who looks at me the way that my ex used to, because it hurts too much to be alone anymore, and I feel guilty every single second. He wants to be with me, and I’ve told him I’m not ready because I got hurt so badly before -
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Dear mom,
SHUT THE FUCK UP. I was just saying my fucking guitar wasn’t as exspencive as u thought. Bitch, I knew that shit was on my floor, the string broke and I was trying to fix it. Fuck me for not picking it up in time for you to go into my room while I was at school (like you always do{nosy bitch}) and seeing it on the floor. Thanks for flipping shit, not letting me speak and generally making me hate you more
-go to hell.
Xoxox
So i have been in love with this guy fro almost a year now and i have told him how i feel but i still don’t know how he feels about me and like he was dating this girl and they broke up so i was obviously happy until i talked to him and realized how much he cared about her but he sent me this message
“I just wish I could find some one that cared as much as i would about them…”
and like it was my chance to tell him how stupid and blind he was being i wanted to yell at him and make him feel
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i just want to be heard & i wanna feel like I’m important . i feel like people see me without seeing me and hear me but don’t listen . i’m tired of living unhappily . all i ever wanted out of life was to be happy & yet it’s the only thing I’m not getting . I don’t have anybody . i lost the people who loved me because i wasn’t fitted into who they want me to be . when i do everything in my power to make sure i do everything right, i always lose in the end . i can never have a good thing . i can
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Only thought I’m having at the moment:
FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUCK YOU FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY AM I FUCKING STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU. WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL FEEL LOVE FOR YOU AT ALL AND WHY THE FUCKING HELL DO I STILL MISS YOU. STAY OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD. FUCK YOU!!
That’s about it.
Sometimes it’s like, what’s the point? What’s the point in my life anymore.
I don’t want to live anymore. I don’t wanna suffer this overwhelming pain in my heart, the headaches, the regrets, the sadness… I just can’t stand life or myself. And it’s the fact I’m so fucked up, depressed and suicidal that’s frustrating because I act like everything’s fine. I smile, laugh, make jokes, hangout at times… Act as if there’s NOTHING wrong at all. Then sometimes I just wonder what they’ll think of me when
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I finally told my ex that if he didn’t stop texting me I’d call the police. It might have seemed abrupt and unfeeling but I’ve tried to be friends, then friendly, then covil towards him but he’s just kept putting me through hell for the last 8 months and I can’t handle it right now, especially when my future is at stake. He’s stopped now, but I wish it didn’t have to take me being so brutal for that to happen. I feel horrible and even though he’s not texting me I still can’t concentrate on work
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After finally getting over a long, tough break up, I’m finding it all too easy to cut someone very important out of my life completely. I feel like I could never talk to any of my friends or family again and within a few months, I’d feel perfectly fine with it. I could make new friends and then disappear again whenever I needed to. I don’t know who I am anymore. I feel so detached from who I was and what I thought human emotion was supposed to be. After losing someone I loved, love, friendship,
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Yep, the title says it all really.
7.30am yesterday morning I had 8 police officers banging my door demanding to enter and search the premises.
The search warrant was issued the day before and it was to search for “cultivating equipment” and “paraphernalia and documentation”.
My house was ripped upside down and inside out. My OH and I were strip searched and the police officers were really nasty to us. It was a horrible and uncomfortable feeling knowing all your personal possessions are being
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So for the second time in my life I let someone in. Never been so at peace or so content in all my life. Then in last couple of weeks he started “going on the rip” which essentially means staying up for days on end taking drugs and drinking with his so called friends. During this time they came first and he came first. I’ve been invited along when I have free time but my gut was just telling me there was something wrong. From the outset he made a promise and it was the only one I wanted….he
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We have spent so much time together and talk about what we each want in the future but never in context of being with each other. As i have spent more time with you i have fallen more deeply in love. You hug and caress me and call me. Never more than a week passes when we dont talk. You have called me beautiful and gorgeous and say you love me, however never to my face.
Finally someone asked what relationship we have and you said I am your friend. Finally knowing what it is was such a relief
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3.
that’s three of my friends who either have attempted suicide, held a razor in their hand for their wrists, or just plain out wanted to to kill herself because her friend didn’t want to talk to her anymore.
in addition to all the fucking crap i have in my life, i have to go and be their goddamn psychiatrist and convince them that they shouldn’t fucking take their life.
i don’t know where i’d be with my family or friends, so you can imagine the fucking trainwreck i am at this fucking state.
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Ok so today I was curling my hair and I got bored and I started putting on my ’special’ playlist which consists of vocaloid songs and Jubyphonic. I was singing a Japanese song that I learned a while back and thought it would be fun to sing, my parents are ok with me watching anime and my brother finds it weird. They don’t know that I like to listen to jappanese songs. So I was singing in Japanese and I see my brother hiding behind me listening… OH MY GOD WHAT?! I CANT BELIVE HE HEARD ME HES SO
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When my former best friend and I became friends when we were 10, she was a very sweet, kind person, but she was terribly insecure and struggled with anxiety issues. This insecurity followed her throughout middle school, high school, and beyond. I always tried to encourage her, did what I could to foster confidence in her, but no matter what I did, her insecure nature always crept back up. In high school, I started noticing that whenever she started making a new friend, she’d always change her
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