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I am such a self-saboteur. Everyone else sees it as a ‘work ethic’, but I know what I’m really doing, and I hate it. I’m at uni doing a course that I absolutely _despise_ because I think it’ll get me a good job. I’ve had so many opportunities to quit, but I chicken out at the last minute because I don’t want to end up poor when I’m older. But the stupid thing is, I don’t even care about money. Thats something my father cares about. Ever since I can remember, he’s always told me how important
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I am the most USELESS person ever; I cannot fulfill my parents’ expectations about being the best clarinet player, or being the best computer programmer, hell, I don’t even WANT to be a computer programmer or a clarinet player! I wanted to write and sing and run! Their insane expectations just stress me out and GUESS WHAT, I’m taking a 5th year of school and it has NOTHING to do with them suddenly pressing me to finish half a year early! I’m being sarcastic. I don’t do well with assholes
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So the past week or two have been horrible. From my brother getting a car he doesn’t deserve to me not making it into the first varsity golf tournament tomorrow.
When I golfed today, I was horrible. It didn’t help that I was playing for a place in the tournament tomorrow. Well whenever I took a shot, it was always bad. And when I rarely made a good hit and went where I needed it to, the group I was golfing with never acknowledged it. And when another person made a shot worse than my best ones,
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The thing that really fucking does my head in is that its always worse when it comes to someone else. I’m not a person to happily say how I feel yet by ‘best mate’ seems to think that means nothing ever bothers me. I went through the most stressful time of my life losing loved ones I was very close to, mum was diagnosed with depression and I was a mess, bottling things up and not eating etc, it was only when mum threatened to take me to the doctors, presumably for depression or for help with
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On and off in the last 10 years I have had the incredible urge to shoplift; up to the point where I find myself taking small items (under $20 value each). The interesting thing is, I have only targeted Walmart as my sole shoplifting target.
I am a good person. I have never committed any other crimes and illegal acts, and have even been actively involved in community service both in the past and currently by my own decision to feel “worthy” to my fellow community. I was an Eagle Scout in
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Why did you lead me on for weeks, only to tell me you don’t like me?
I don’t even know where to start tbh, I’m a 17 yrs old girl and I’m still learning from my mistakes. This is where my rant starts, I’m dating the love of my life and we’ve been dating for two in a half years now. But get this, I’m what you call a natural flirt and everyone (including my girlfriend) know this about me.
Now let me tell you guys this, about a month ago, I started to find one of my co workers cute (bad
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Every since I could hold a pencil, I’ve been drawing (well, if you consider scribbles “drawings”). All through school I would get in trouble for just drawing all the time. Seriously, in Pre-K, my mom was sent home a note saying how I “should be talked to because [I] was too busy drawing to socialize with the other kids.” My family’s always supported me on it, seeing as I was never good at music and I hated sports. Over the years they’ve bought me supplies, paid for a few classes, etc
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So I’ve been dating this guy for almost a year. We’ve been pretty happy for the most part, but sometimes he says things that tick me off. I don’t wanna make a big deal about what went down today, but I need to talk to someone in order to move past it. So for alittle background, I went through an experimental phase in my life. Like lots do. I found myself sexually attracted to women. I never been with a women but I find them so beautiful. Delicate and strong at the same time. I still feel
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I’m 26 years old and I feel like I’ve wasted my life. Straight out of HS I started a media business with 4 of my closest friends. At first it was amazing. We even expanded. We made pretty good money. Better than most in our generation. I dedicated all my time to it…I was addicted to that feeling of success like I made something of myself, but I think I also did it because it meant I got to spend time with one of the other cofounders. I never really cared about relationships, and I never really
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tl;dr: I love her, and she’s incapable of feeling love.
This is me getting my story off my chest, including the painfully honest letter that I wrote her that confirmed all of my fears. I have never heard of anyone like her, so if there must be a question, then it would be for people’s experience, and how they dealt with it and healed. I have removed the names for privacy.
This past weekend was the start of a downhill slope that ended my engagement, and a relationship that helped contribute to
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Sooooo let me start from the semi-beginning. One of my best friends, lets just call her slut friend, was in a relationship. It was pretty long then they broke up and because she’s “hurt” and things were “complicated” she’s on this fuck guys movement basically where she doesn’t want relationships and just fucks whoever. Mind you she cheated on her ex-boyfriend and even when he wanted to forgive her and make it work she was like nah but I digress. So me, slut friend and another friend (she’ll be
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Okay, first of all I’m a good student. I get good grades, I’m polite, I never interrupt class. I try to be nice and patient with everyone and I don’t try to judge people, not ever….but I think my forensic science teacher is the devil. It’s not because she gave me a bad grade or anything dumb like that but she’s genuinely the worst person (if she’s even human) that I’ve ever met in my life. It honestly astounds me that someone like her even exists. It’s always been my belief that if you try to
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Sigh, I’m feeling the inadequacy blues again… When VPs or Program Directors or Program Managers stop by the web lab to discuss possible new work, they don’t talk to me, they immediately go to “Mr. Awesome”. I know I’m not a very assertive person, and that my managerial skills are definitely lacking, but couldn’t they at least pretend to recognize the fact that I am the web team manager, not “Mr. Awesome”? I certainly don’t mind if they go to “Mr. Awesome” for technical questions, as he is
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you dont have to read or reply but yeah.
I fucking hate society. I remember when I moved, I was in love with the city, the schools, and the people. I take people back now. Near the end of 5th grade(when I arrived), everyone already had friends and I was this lonely pile of human sitting in the corner. Then I made a friend named Audrey. She knew everyone and everyone liked her and her best friend Lauren. Finally we graduated, and during the summer my brother (who I hate because he steals from
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I would just like to say that our four year relationship was a colossal waste of my fucking time. I dated down in the first place thinking that maybe a homely looking guy would make up for his looks with some common fucking sense. Wrong. You successfully hid a pill problem, you keep your place in shambles & our sex life sucked. You told me I was weird for wanting to new things in bed & then you are fucking some 19 year old skeezer behind my back? I should have taken one of the million offers
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