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I am about to graduate in May with my Bachelors in Fine Arts and well I am not sure what to do after I graduate. The thing is my X and I have been talking again and we are pending getting back together for ever. If we get back together it means that were meant to be is how we both feel. It’s been almost 2 months and were getting closer everyday. Realization is really hitting me. My friends and family don’t approve of this boy because he has hurt me. He is about to graduate too in September. I
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Not a day goes by when I dont imagine my death or the death of someone close to me. I just like to plan out all the various ways and peoples reactions to them. Maybe it has something to do with my need to plan years into the future.
I’m at a loss as to how to proceed. I’m terrified of being alone, and yet I can’t see any other future for me. Its a recent realization that when I joke about being a 25 year old virgin whose never had a real boyfriend and never will because she is broken its not actually hyperbole in my mind. I accept it as truth. I will never keep a close friend for more than a year or two, and I’ll never have someone to cuddle with on the couch after a bad day. No one can love me as I am, and after 15 years
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I am in a predicament and at a hard time in my life. I am planning my future because I am about to graduate and pending an engagement. I do not know what to do if this engagement follows through and how to tell my family. I dated this boy before and yes he was a boy. Now he grew up to be a responsible man and now we realize more then ever we could possibly be meant to be. Do I follow my heart or do I listen to all my loved ones and walk away from the love of my life? sighs
~Indecisive
I have this friend and I know that she is in major denial with herself. I dunno what to do honestly. I’ve tried before in the past to confront but all she did was yell at me telling me to shut the hell up its none of my business, yet she always came to me for advice on him… him being of her ex, who I know are more than just friends, I would declare them fuck buddies for the fact that I know they are having sex….whether she tells us or not. But the thing is, she claims she loves the guy, but how
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Well he was the one that started to talk to me, and whenever someone talks to me I get excited. Then he was saying oh ?how are you? and stuff are like ?I missed you by the way?, and well that made me think about my past feelings for him. He then started hinting maybe he wanted to do stuff with me and so well I reacted…probably for the worst since he only just broke up with his girlfriend (like only a couple hours before hand).
And then on his msn he is acting sad and says he misses her and I?m
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Full story. I’m a member of a theatre group and we’ve decided to purchase some hoodies to act as a ‘uniform’ - give the group a bit of an identity. Anyway, we’ve been discussing the design (colours, what it should have on it etc) using the email feature on Facebook. It’s rather handy - you can send the email to a group of people and it acts as a ‘thread’ where everybody replies and everybody sees the response, so it’s more like a conversation rather than a standard email.
So I got a warning
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I’m torn between the ideal life being that of becoming an “IKEA boy” or a fight club member. The latter seems fictitiously impossible and ridiculous, while the former seems as unfulfilling as it is likely.
That sad fact depresses me while I’m watching the movie for the ten-thousandth time. Yet when it’s over, when I hear the bass rumble with each explosion, and the Pixies slowly fade in, I am filled with relief.
The message here is not to become some sort of rebellious nihilist and stick it
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Right now my life seems like some awful soap opera, or something you might see on reality TV (which I feckin’ HATE).
I’d been dating this guy for two years, and became increasingly frustrated with his lack of motivation and success in a number of areas, and slowly fell out of love with him. Once I told him we were through, but I died inside when I saw how utterly crushed he was, and although I tried not to, I immediately told him to forget the whole thing and pretend it never happened. After
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My mom died two years ago when I was a freshman in highschool… i cried a few times. But then I stopped caring. I just failed my first class ever in school.. i’m getting really lazy. All i ever think about are dumb things like sex or violence. I wish someone could come into my life and motivate me like my mom did. Everyone I meet or know… It’s like they are glass; I look right through them. I know they love me and want me to be happy but i don’t see any reason in it. everyone is just going to
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I’m such a pyromaniac that I set my buddy’s truck on fire while he was away.
The explosion was phenomenal!
I’m 16, dating a 46 year old. No sex, yet, waiting till i’m 18. I love him very much. He loves me, i’m not an idiot..nor am i immature. i love that he’s older then me. he is in no way selfish, condesending, or horrible to me in any way. he respects me,loves me, cares for me. why do people always say that older guys ONLY want you for the sex? we’ve talked about sex many many times of course. but since neither of us want to get the other in trouble we are waiting. haven’t even had oral or
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oh my god, i’ve never been so embaressed in my whole life, i bought some of those balls, the ones that go in your pussy and roll around and feel nice? well i went out with them in and i caught a bus cos it started raining. as i was getting up though i could feel one slipping out, i clenched my muscles but that didnt work and stupid me, i was wearing a skirt and some loose pants. anyway, it fell out didnt it and made a loud clanging noise and started rolling around on the floor, i was bright red
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I HATE SLYDIGS AND SHIT BANTER
THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY DONT LIKE SKYDIGS THEN DO IT THEMSELVES, CONTRADICTION MUCH?
FANNYWIPES.
I fucking hate life right now. XD Not in an emo way, just like I’m tired of all the bullshit, tired of being tired, tired of half-loyal family and quasi-friends.
It started out easy enough. I cashed my living check, got food and books. Went to class every day like a good girl, though I did no work in my regular classes from the start. My one online class I did everything for. Went to my psychiatrist/psychologist appointments and took my meds. I even lost weight, and thanks to a bit of
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