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pretty bad when random wedding dance video’s make me sick. funny in odd ways. lmaolmaolmao.we build walls to keep ourselves safe.
word o the day is anticipation. really one of my favorite 10 emotions orrr the equivilent therefore. really early on the pation turned to dread in such extremes that meh i have to work with that. and a conundrum for moi. in reality that isnt and my journey a templte for confused and frightened peeps ummm less u got a cuz childhood friend with a story that blows
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Hate my dad for never giving shit about us, never thinking about us or our future, acting like he was the emperor in house ( expecting from everyone to welcome him home, inviting him to the dinnertable, basically ; he had to be the most important person in house). He was rich when I was little, he blew away his money by lending it to his family members (250.000 loans ; of which he actually never expected back). Never made any investment on our name (he does have 4 houses on his name in which
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I don’t bloody get it. I never do anything half-assed; I finish my assignments ahead of time, I always complete my homework, I listen tentatively to my college lectures, and I’ve always maintained a good relationship with my teachers.
My semester examination results was released last week, and I did pretty ok. Nothing to shout about, but something I can live with. I studied my ass off for it, but I STILL could not accomplish my goal of getting straight A’s. It’s alright. I can try again.
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… I truely cant wait for a new year to come because 2012 has been hell for me. Yet im to blame for all of it. I will say there has been ONE great thing this year and that is meeting Shannon. She is amazing in every way and i am very thankful for her and how she has lifted my spirits to new heights. were in the process right now of getting an apartment together and its very exciting for both of us because of how well we mesh and get along. But now with information that im just receiving i feel
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Kitten,
I realize this is a tough month for you: one-year work anniversary (at a job that you love but which has long hours and below-minimum-wage pay) and the subsequent renegotiation of your contract, the impending divorce and your birthday. So I don’t really want to add to your drama. But why is it that I have to beg, plead, cajole and practically steal from you loving and caring remarks and gestures? How long does it take to say “I love you” or “I’m thinking of you” or “I miss you” in a
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Why is life do hard? Girls are fucking horrible. The one i like loves another girl. Another girl likes a different guy. Another possible girlfriend is dating lots of people. Another possible girlfriend is too hardcore for me. I’m a sadist and I feel like turning into it why can’t I be like a normal Asian? Why is life so hard?! Why can’t I be normal for a change?! Why do I have to see the hidden stuff everyone hides? Can’t I be a little un-observative for once? Can’t like be normal with
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there is a padded cell with my name on it somewhere.
ahhhh seriously the worst trumatized lady ive ever seen. i want to scream. aint nuclear science shes a girl, thinks of tesoserone as propector andddd really men suck for her too. sighhhhh,. and really i am gentle but i put my foot DOWN. no more dont care who thinks whats good for her. grrrrrrr she dont need a friend cause somebody elses says she does. wtf. trumatized and sick to insane. she craves estrogene and a little love and compassion.
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I’m torn between the ideal life being that of becoming an “IKEA boy” or a fight club member. The latter seems fictitiously impossible and ridiculous, while the former seems as unfulfilling as it is likely.
That sad fact depresses me while I’m watching the movie for the ten-thousandth time. Yet when it’s over, when I hear the bass rumble with each explosion, and the Pixies slowly fade in, I am filled with relief.
The message here is not to become some sort of rebellious nihilist and stick it
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Ok. First, family means so much to me. I mean, I’m only 16 and I’m already thinking about how I’ll be ten years down the road with a husband and kids. I don’t want kids right now, but I know I want them in the future.
I don’t exactly have a mother. Sure, some woman gave birth to me and attempted to take care of me until I was like 5, but that doesn’t make her my mother. She’s suicidal. She’s an alcoholic. She has an issue with prescription pain pills. She doesn’t give a damn about me. I lived
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fenominal. yup and i know to bee careful.for sure a night/experience to bee remembered. i tht i did quit well all things considerin. i appreciate ya pointing it out but i am very aware of my surroundings and possiblities and the fact i am batshit crazy. i have an amazing time and dew my best to keep my feet on the ground. and different levels. loved the happy hubby show that likes to look. nothing insulting to moi orrrr adorable wifey. i am VERY aware of the soles that surround me. why does
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I am such a self-saboteur. Everyone else sees it as a ‘work ethic’, but I know what I’m really doing, and I hate it. I’m at uni doing a course that I absolutely _despise_ because I think it’ll get me a good job. I’ve had so many opportunities to quit, but I chicken out at the last minute because I don’t want to end up poor when I’m older. But the stupid thing is, I don’t even care about money. Thats something my father cares about. Ever since I can remember, he’s always told me how important
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people for instince . certainly it is hard for me to write of it as i am surrounded to drownding in people.
worse i am completely alone at times. or most and by choice yup. seriously next one through the door with crazy better bee wearing a cup and a tinfoil hat,.
but people sooo over welmed by lonely they r commiting atrosities. sad. i think it’s sad that peeps idk it’s been my experience that there r few that we connect with in this life and really the majority of peeps r just ones that
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Hey, so this is my first time posting anything on this website or any website like this for that matter but I have no one to talk to about my recent convo with my ex. First et me start by saying that he and I had a long distance relationship and he was the one who pushed it, plus he knew that because of physical abuse I endured in my childhood I’m not too eager to have people touch me easily. Fast forward to the last couple of months of our relationship he went into a coma and I spent months
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first ever book i wrote ws called the noise in my head. it was about going on anti’s. the noise was overwelmingly negitive and i really aint. anti’s knocked it down to a dull roar. sunshined through.
i think my purception of alone is false but i dont mind lyin to myself. lololol. ummm mostly peeps who could, KNOW my position and ummmm when not flooded with misery i detect peeps r very respectful and the ones that arent….potencially dont dew well. idk. i guess a combination of respect fear and
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for some reason i fall in love with her in my first sight. She is just a random girl I saw in a coffee shop. I got her LINE ID, I thought she was giving a sign for us to be able to keep in touch because she did not just go quickly after talking with her client. I who close my heart tightly, blown away by the smile and the beauty of her. how many monsths since i felt like this? long time ago, but this is greater. i feel not want to lose her. i love her, but do I love her?. my logic is being
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