This is fucking ridiculous. I hate the way you never listen dad… I want out! I want out of your house, I want to get away from her. You don’t even see…. You’re so goddamned BLIND. She sits on her lazy ass and screams at us! Fuck you. FUCK YOU! Go die in a fucking hole, I’m DONE. You whine and moan about how much of a bitch she is and then when we cry because of her you call us a pussy and tell us to suck it up and deal because she’s here to stay. I wish someone would just shoot me dead. And
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Why did my dad leave? Why did he put us in a falling apart house and just leave, threatening to put foreclosure on us every day, whenever we went against his will? Every time we try to leave why would he threaten to hurt us? The house is falling apart now. All my friends are getting sick and dying, or getting in trouble and dying in accidents or fights. Every day I tell myself, “Some day, I’ll put a stop to all this, and make the world a better place.” But who am I but one man? Why can’t I find
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C, I never knew I could be so proud of someone and so upset with them at the same time. Planning an entire year long trip when we have been together for two years, and not telling me about it… trying to keep me and your “band life” separate.. what is that supposed to even mean? I am the one who let you live with me for two months. I am the one who supported you when you were out to fend for yourself on the streets. I am the one who believed you would make it when every one else said you would
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Thanks to you and what you did to me I lack the ability to completely trust people. Not only that, but I over-think everything. I worry that what happened between us is going to happen again with someone completely different. Thanks to this, when I’m not with her I feel alone and abandoned. I’ve become this needy and obsessive person, someone I never wanted to become. And now I have no idea how to over-come this… you’ve ruined me.
Said no to a babysitting job I kind of really need, because I promised I’d meet up with my friend that afternoon and I didn’t want to leave her hanging. My friend never called me to say where we’d meet, and didn’t answer her phone when I tried calling her. I had just given up on hearing from my first friend and was out on a jog when a second friend called me to ask if I wanted to go dancing with a few people. I ran home as fast I could so I could change, just in time to answer the phone so she
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