Ya know, my life is going pretty well. I finally got out of an abusive 5 year relationship, I’m doing well at uni, I have two best friends whom I dote on and adore more than anything in the world (and I receive adoration and doting in return), I finally have a good relationship with my parents, I’m in a place where I’m happy being single and I’m more confident than I’ve ever been in my life. So why can’t I just enjoy it? It’s like I’m constantly waiting for the next fucking
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I hate this.
I really don’t think I’ll ever find anyone that will fall in love with me.
On the outside, I come off as so confident, so beautiful, so intelligent, so everything, and I am-a truly amazing woman. I am enjoying life. But inside, it hurts. It’s not that I won’t ever find anyone, but the fact that if I do, I don’t think I’d ever be able to accept him. If he were to offer his kind hand to me in my time of need, I would shove it away, curse him, and run far away!… I
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Yeah, sometimes life fucks you over with your parents. My biological dad is shit. He never wanted anything to do with me. My ex-step dad is also shit. He was abusive before he got kicked out. If he tried shit like that now, since I’m 18 and I work out, and he’s 40 something and fat, I’d kick his fucking ass. My mom tries sometimes but she got messed up by the abuse and divorce and she’s stuck in the same rut as before but too fuckin blind to see it. Not to mention her mom’s the exact
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What do I want? I want you to admit to your ‘friends’ that just like you hurt those people and almost ended up in jail, you hurt me the same way. TELL these people that you’re so friendly to that you HURT me. Abused me. Ran me through the ringer. Physically, mentally, emotionally. TELL THEM! I want you to realize that it’s unfair to make me out to be this ‘crazy bitch’ and TELL them how unfair and hurtful and cruel you’ve been to me. Don’t just gloss over it and say ‘well, I
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My fucking mom moved me away from my life in my home country when i was young only giving me 2 weeks notice, so in 2 weeks I had to say good bye to all my friends, family and my dad.
They divorced because he was physically abusive and would hit and threaten her with weapons as well. I am honestly glad she is out of this situation but I have so much anger towards her and everyone in my life. I don’t feel anger towards my friends, but to my family I just feel so much HATE towards them.
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