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I have just mustered up the guts to ask this girl out but I can’t help feeling scaired. I don’t know if it’s because of the way she answered or the fact that I’m afraid that I will just get my heartbroken again. I mean it’s not wrong to feel that way is it? The last girl i dated turned out to be a lot less then she said she was. From the fact that she was almost always drunk ot the fact that she tried denying that she cheated on me. I geuss it’s just that she left me with a couple of scares
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1) i have always been laughed at or made fun of for being a loner. I often go to movies or dinner alone. Im just too lazy to even ask if anyone wants to join me. They will either be busy, too lazy or have no cash. At this point, im used to being alone but that doesnt mean i like it. I have thought about being in a relationship but..
2) i have been single for the whole 20 years of my life. Im just too afraid to come out of the closet. I have thought about it countless of times but the first
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I keep having suicidal thoughts, but I don’t to tell anyone, because I’m afraid that they’ll think I’m making it up/pitying myself, but I’m not. I don’t really WANT to kill myself, but I keep having these unwanted thoughts. I’m on Skype with my best friend and I told her I am feeling like crap, but I would appreciate an ‘Are you okay?’ just so I could say “No”, and I could explain it easily. I don’t know why I keep having these thoughts; I’m afraid I’m depressed.
I’ve told(ish) my family that
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The title explains it. :’(
I don’t know what I ever did to deserve the hate that I get from my stepdad; I always do my chores, I get good grades (As and very rarely Bs, never lower), I always do whatever he says, and I try my hardest to respect him. I don’t know why I care what he says, since he’s a fucking cheater who’s hit my mom and been to prison before, but whenever he puts me down he makes me feel like the dumbest, most pathetic scum of the Earth. I can’t begin to tell you how many times I’ve been driven to tears
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About two years ago I saw a woman burn to death in an automobile crash. I was the second one on the scene. She had stopped for a school bus, and a girl who was texting and driving smashed into the back of her pickup truck. Her truck was sideways in the road and She was knocked unconscious with a gaping head wound. Her door was wedged closed and the truck caught fire. There was no extinguisher or anything to try and put the fire out. I had to just watch her burn to death. One minute she was
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Why did my dad leave? Why did he put us in a falling apart house and just leave, threatening to put foreclosure on us every day, whenever we went against his will? Every time we try to leave why would he threaten to hurt us? The house is falling apart now. All my friends are getting sick and dying, or getting in trouble and dying in accidents or fights. Every day I tell myself, “Some day, I’ll put a stop to all this, and make the world a better place.” But who am I but one man? Why can’t I find
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Some introspection yesterday revealed that my fears and insecurities are specific to certain events and situations (ie marriage, work) but I’ve found that ultimately, I’m insecure (and hence afraid) of life. Life or reality, in my heart, is not something to be lived and enjoyed, but something to be borne or carried, something that’s a continual challenge, something that must be continual guarded against and prepped for. The insecurity seems to result in a defensive attitude towards life, that
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I am such a shy bitch!!! I never set any of my own boundaries, I always speak in absolutes, and feel like a fucking a nightmare!!! I am so unclear in my communication. So afraid of what people will think of my real intentions. I am afraid they will know that I really just want to rule over them with my dark powers. Hahahhaa. That seems funny. I guess I have always felt like a terribly powerful killer, and I am afraid to act because I will hurt them.
I think now i can look differently at my
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So long ago we met. I liked you. You liked me. You had your heart broken by this dude. We started talking. You were falling for me. You told me so the week before he died. After he died you weren?t the same. Let me remind you that he was your daughter?s father. I still loved you. And you me. But you became distant. I feel you are afraid of losing me so you are pushing me further from your heart. I joined your school. I didn?t like it, I went back to the capitol city. You didn?t talk to me for a
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I HAVE FEELINGS FOR MY CLOSEST GUY FRIEND AND ITS EATING ME ALIVE. And he’s into self injury and I HATE it and I keep trying to get him to stop, but he doesn’t get why i want him to. I can’t tell him. He has feelings for me too, I won’t ever forgive myself if I hurt him. I’m so afraid I’ll change my mind.
I hate 99% of my family.
I feel more comfortable when I can’t identify with anyone.
The most healthy relationship I’ve ever experienced is with a thirty something Portuguese man.
I used to cut myself.
I can’t even stand walking through a crowd anymore.
I never feel at home.
I just want to feel loved.
But I think I’m too afraid to ever be.
I’m afraid that I’ll be alone for the rest of my life. Perhaps some of us are meant to be alone, I feel like one of them. All I’ve ever wanted, was a family of my own, to gain the chance to have a loving wife, and a child that I will never neglect, like my father neglected me. I want a family more than anything, and everyday that passes, I feel more alone, seemingly punished…as I watch a world full of undeserving people throw away their gifts, I only wish I could have a gift of my own. :(
Remember when you were in a relationship how when it was near the end, you walk on eggshells while talking. Scared of what to bring up for fear it will cause a fight. Remember what its like when there is one still holding on. How they mention things that before would have started conversation. How they try to remind you that they still want you. Remember how you handled that? How when they would mention sex you would divert the conversation somewhere else. Remember when they would call you on
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I was wrong to believe, as I did for a while, that desire is something that we have to resist in our lives. It is only an obstacle if you are too afraid to sate it.
Indeed, the fear IS the obstacle. It’s the stone that I am forever carrying and it gets heavier every day. It saps the joy out of every task and it makes every friend seem like an enemy. I have become paranoid, insular and afraid. I have dug a hole to hide in that is so deep that I can barely see the goddamn light anymore.
You
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