When my former best friend and I became friends when we were 10, she was a very sweet, kind person, but she was terribly insecure and struggled with anxiety issues. This insecurity followed her throughout middle school, high school, and beyond. I always tried to encourage her, did what I could to foster confidence in her, but no matter what I did, her insecure nature always crept back up. In high school, I started noticing that whenever she started making a new friend, she’d always change her
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My anxiety has increased day by day recently. I suffered from low self esteem as a child, my family was very cruel towards me during my childhood. The reasons for the beatings were for menial things, my mother had a hard childhood and I believe she took much of her anger out on her children because of that. I don’t harbor any hatred for her anymore, but I do blame my self esteem issues and social problems a little on my parents.
The anxiety was new to me in middle school, I was quite socially
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That shit you pulled with her sent me into a major depressive episode that effectively ruined my life. The next several years were spent with mild but long-lasting depression and anxiety. I’ve got trust issues, anger issues, and borderline Avoidant Personality Disorder. You’re a fucking sociopath, you know that? Maybe most people don’t see it, and a few can tell there’s something off about you, but I know first hand what a sick, broken, individual you are. I fantasize that one day you’ll do
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i hate school
i am sopposed to be talented but i hate school the stress has been enough to give me
genrilized anxiety disorder