hello,
tomorrow school is starting again and i feel so anxious, even though i have no problems with people or with teachers at school? It is my last year, so I only have ca 4 months to go, but i don’t know what i’ll do after school either…
before the winter break I already skipped classes a looot and I expect from myself that I will not skip classes anymore until I graduate. I somehow doubt myself and that I cannot fulfill my expectations and that I’ll keep skipping classes. I wonder why it is
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it is only the first semester of school and I’m already stressed out. i have put so much pressure on myself that not even and 85% is good anymore. I feel horrible and anxious all the time. I also feel ugly. Im either too tall and skinny or I feel small and fat. And if i try and tell anyone that they laugh. As if i can’t feel fat. ITS UNFAIR. And why do all the girls my age have to be so so STUPID. Who do they think the are? Im sick of comparing myself to them all the time. Im also sicks of not
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My life has always been pretty shitty. I’ve never been one of the cool kids, I’m pretty awkward and anxious and everything that should be easy is twice as hard for me to achieve. Sometimes something good happens and I start thinking I could finally be happy but it always gets taken away from me or somehow completely fucked up and it’s been happening over and over and over again and I’m so fucking tired. It’s not even regular ups and downs anymore, it’s just misfortune over the most trivial
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