It’s been four months since I had gotten laid by my boyfriend. And damn, it sucks. I’m at my wits end. But cheating is never an option so I have no choice but to masturbate and wait for him. (We are in a long distance relationship btw)
I feel like nothing is going right in my life at the moment, I get exam results in a few days, I’m being slowly replaced by my bestfriend and I’m always made to be the second choice, this shit always happens to me. My friend is constantly telling me about all the shit going on in her life and yeah I’m comforting her and giving her advice and what not, but she never asks how I am or how I am doing? Even if she did ask, she would then turn the conversation on herself and I’m sick of it. I was out
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Don’t you just hate when you are always second best, when you are the second choice. I don’t have a best friend, or really any friends to say the least… I’m just that one that’s good to talk to when the above isn’t around and I will always be that person. It makes me sad because sometimes nobody will help me if I need them, but if THEY need help I have to listen or they just think i’m a horrible friend. I always have my phone, I am always logged into Skype, and various other things so if my
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No matter what I say or do, you just have to belittle it. I say I don’t want to do something, you tell me it’s stupid them come up with a logical reason for why I should. Yes your reason makes fucking god damn sense, but guess what? IT’S MY DAMN LIFE AND IF I DON’T WANT TO DO IT IT’S MY DAMN CHOICE!
That’s why I hate talking to you now. And why I’ve stopped telling you what I’ve really been feeling and my real dreams and plans. You just do your best to shoot them down and keep me close to you.
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