My boyfriend decides im trying to avoid him on purpose even though i fcking love him like wtf lmao if i dont wanna talk to you im going to tell you?? im trying to balance sports school ap classes and a relationship next year and this year he cant even handle one sport. next year is going to be fucking hell and i love this man we promised we would get married and i still promise him that but i think he is on the verge of leaving me. im also trying to deal with an eating disorder which isnt
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im in my first year of college, i miss classes every once in a while, but i tend to bail out on days where assignments are meant to be submitted. i feel like an asshole to my groupmates.
and im not sure whether my roommate moved out because of me or what but something tells me something is tied.. and two nights ago i was sexcamming(first time in dorm room) while roommates were sleeping(it’s a 4-person room). minutes later i realised there was a shadow of myself n the wall. not sure whether
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I have so much to do in life and I feel like I have so little time. I have huge education loan on my head which I need to start paying as soon as I get a job. I am trying so hard for a job, all I got are rejects till now. It is really touch to manage 5 graduate classes and be involved in an active job search. I am lying here half dead on my bed as I write. I have 3 assignments to submit tomorrow but I am so tired. I hope god give me the strength to fight.
I skipped all my college classes this week and then saw one of my professors outside of class. He called me out and made me realize that I missed over two chapters worth of learning. But I still don’t care. I hate school. I hate pharmacy. I hate pharmacy school. I just want to quit! But I already paid over $80k for my first two years of tuition. . . FUCK THIS SHIT. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO! FUCKITY FUCK FUCK
OMFG. I HATE MY LIFE. i have chem n precalc finals tomorrow, neither of which i am doing well in. if i dnt get an 80 in precalc im gonna get a C!! im really stressed and idk what im doing in either of those classes.