I live with my Mom and let me start out by saying that she is an insane control freak! She feels the need to dictate what I wear, what I eat, where I go, when I wake up, when I go to bed and basically what, when and how I do things. And never once have I yelled and her or ever shown her any disrespect. But I’m only human. I channel my rage into video games and I cry myself to sleep in either anger, frustration or sadness. And now something terrible has happened: Our periods have synced. When
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I really really want to recover from my anorexia but for some reason I keep restricting my calories a lot. I just feel like my stupid dietitian is trying to hard to make an effort to make me fat and she really tries to control me and it makes me hate her so so much. Ugh!!! Kill me now!!!
I just have to say it. I know it isn’t original…but he is such an arrogant control freak. Puts our daughter in the middle of things and is just a jackass. I wish he could see that he isn’t hurting me anymore but that his actions are impacting his own relationship with his daughter. She’s in therapy trying to deal with him….but it isn’t working and I feel so badly for her. I hate that he lets his need for control hurt so many.
I’m fucking sick of this. They want me to go on a rampage. I want to just smash everything in the house. I can’t fucking deal with it. They tell me to do these things. People say they don’t hear the things I do. Probably why I’ve been in a psych ward three Times already. Probably going back again today if I can’t control my rage. They say I’m selfish for wanting to commit suicide but they’re the selfish ones who brought me into this world. I’m done with this shit. I’m fucking sick of it. I’m
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life fucking sucks. but what do i know, i’m manic depressive. but see this is why it sucks. I get one life to live and my brain is fucked up. I can’t be a normal fucking person. I get one chance to be a human on this planet and for some reason out of my control my mind is broken. I hate to say it but my country sucks, everyone is fucking greedy and stupid. The worst thing about my country is people don’t even realize they are greedy and stupid. They think they are the best and have reasons
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i just feel so RANDOM right now…i don’t know what to do…and i have this friend who acts like a bitch..she is just taking control of every person in her life..
i just got nothing to say…really…i wanted to use my time really wisely….
LMFAO
should i sleep?
oh
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