i don’t wanna kill myself because i am catholic and i don’t wanna be tortured for eternity in the worst ways possible, but i seriously do not want to be here. my life is decent. average everything, nice parents, nice home, people treat me nice, i never got bullied, etc. but my mind.. AHHHHHHH i had no say in this decision. i feel horrible. i wanna hurt myself and everyone, i wanna torture people in the worst (best) ways possible for the heck of it. i feel numb most of the time, the lower i get
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Ok, but what the fuck, I am so stressed out right now. I’m in love with a guy I may never ever be with, I’m trying to find a job but getting NO callbacks, I’m running out of money in my bank account, I’m a month from graduating and this is where I’m supposed to start my life, my mom treats me like shit, I feel like I don’t have any real friends, and last but not least the Blackhawks keep fucking losing. This is the most stressed I’ve ever been in my life, I want to shoot myself in the foot.
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seeing some horrible news at school about some people who never had a lil bit of truth onto their freakin cold and dead bodies!
they’ve told everyone that everything’s gonna be alright, but then, you were just played around and be hurt all over again..
LIES are just stupid things that are made as an excuse for your weakness…i know everybody lies, including me, but, i hate the fact where, it can able to hurt almost everyone…and never noticing you are slowly tearing them apart…
i’ve been hurt
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