I’m in love with with him. I think about him day and night. Any time spent with him or texting him makes me smile form ear to ear.
He does not know any of this or I don’t think he does.
Every time I think about him which is a lot makes me super depressed cause I know that “we” will never happen.
I would never tell him this cause i would be devastated if our great friendship would end.
I wish i could get over him but it’s hard to do when we spent lunch time together.
I would love if there was
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Ok, so here’s the thing. I’m nineteen, I go to college and it’s great! I have a great social life and am active in many societies, I go out and party with my friends and I think I’m passing the year so far. Next year is different, most of my friends have decided to take gap years (why, I don’t know), but they have. This means that I am left with hardly anybody at college, and this feeling scares me. I live away from home, a considerable distance in fact so I never have the chance to head back
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I just finally need to let myself vent, I’m tired of holding back my tears, even if I sound pathetic and emo, everyone’s got to just let it out. For me I’m tired of trying to stay strong and confident. Like everyone my insecurities are bothering me, I feel short, fat and ugly, etc. like any other girl. I’m tired of always being a joke to my friends, especially when I try to look like to boost up my confidence. I mean they don’t even know that I hate the way I look, so when I actually feel good
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I’m not even joking, I’m tired of always being so happy all the time when all I want to do is scream at the top of my lungs in how angry or depressed I truly am. I used to be able to write down how I felt in my poetry but lately it just hasn’t been coming to me. But seriously, I don’t believe that there is any hope for me. I’m not saying I’m a person that would ever consider drastic measures but I could surely wish to god for a way out of this horrid life. Nothing is ever right no matter what I
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