I keep fucking up my life and i can never forgive myself. I’m such an emotional person and i get emotionally attached and because of that I do things i regret to feel like I’m worth something when in in the end it just makes me feel less and less about myself. I feel so alone, even though i’m surrounded by people who i know love me. I have family, but I don’t know what family is. I have friends, but they all leave me thinking everything is fine. I have myself, but I’m the person I hate the
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My mom has been a lazy, rude person ever since I was little. She refuses to get a job, even though she has no way to support herself of me and my 2 siblings. She smokes constantly and the house smells disgusting. There’s mold everywhere in my mom’s house. I don’t even shower at my mom’s house anymore because it’s just so damn disgusting. The sad thing is, I grew up in that house. I’ve lived in my mom’s house for 12 years, but my dad recently moved us out of that house when my parents got
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Your a bastard for just walking away without even trying. I put so much of my time into making you happy. Did you ever stop and try to do that for me. God our relationship was a joke. I wish I hadn’t asked you out… or I wish you hadn’t said yes. Yet I still want you back, I still miss you, and i wish you would just fall back into my arms.