We were friends at first, for years. Then we dated, for years. And then you decided that I was better to be kept as just a friend and broke it up, and I accepted that. We became just friends and I never told you how much it hurt when you moved on. I didn’t want you to notice because I didn’t want to be a burden.
And now you parade all of your girlfriends in front of me, introduce them to me before you introduce them to anyone else. And when I go on a date with someone you keep claiming that
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Today sucks ass. I woke up as tired as I was when I went to bed. I lost a contact lens. Also, even though I realized before that I’m gaining some weight (work-related stress), this morning I was barely able to fit into my favorite pair of jeans anymore. Then, in the middle of trying to do my shitty job, my ex shows up at work. And on top of everything, I have to give a performance tonight, and I feel ugly. I’m not even sure that I want to do it anymore.
I lied to everyone about my ex boyfriend raping me because he hurt me so many times and he always makes me out to be the bad person so now i made him out to be the bad person and now everyone hates him!
I used to lie awake at night, timing my inhalations to be the same time as yours, so I wouldn’t have to smell your breath when you exhaled.