I am 17 this year and I really can’t deal with my parents. They deliver violent threats whenever I do something wrong, set unrealistically high expectations and control every aspect of my private life. Around them, I feel oppressed, deprived of every choice making rights. They won’t ever admit that they were wrong, including the 4 years of twice-a-week beatings I had to suffer from when I was 9 to 13 years old. They passed the whole ordeal off as ‘beatings for discipline’ but in reality, I
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I’m 17. I am a virgin, I don’t do drugs or drink much or party every weekend. I’ve only had one boyfriend, and he dumped me after two months for reasons unknown. I believe in quality over quantity, and I’m pressured by my parents and my teachers to do well in school, and I do, relatively speaking. I’m in all advanced classes.
I don’t want to be seen as a “good kid” and be held to other people’s standards. I want to do “bad” things every once in a while. Not because I want to fit in or be
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You want me to write a song well too bad
I’m gonna write words and make a song out of it
writing songs lead to trash rhyming is stupid
literature is pretentious and it leads to pompous assholes
well fuck me if i’m not deep and If words I write don’t resonate with you or make you think
these jerks’ expectations also lead to the opposites
you other people think you’re rebels? You’re ecstasy and lights?
You’re incapable of thinking
You think you’re individuals?
what you listen to is “what’s
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I am the most USELESS person ever; I cannot fulfill my parents’ expectations about being the best clarinet player, or being the best computer programmer, hell, I don’t even WANT to be a computer programmer or a clarinet player! I wanted to write and sing and run! Their insane expectations just stress me out and GUESS WHAT, I’m taking a 5th year of school and it has NOTHING to do with them suddenly pressing me to finish half a year early! I’m being sarcastic. I don’t do well with assholes
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