it’s annoying af but it could be my extremely competitive tendencies. when i mess up or can’t get better than another person, i internally dislike them. i wish i were more kind or accepting of my flaws. i love to be top of my class, and when i’m not, i hold a deep grudge. obviously not to the point of spreading rumors or other terrible things, but i think on the inside, i’m a bad person
I went on a three day long “date” with a completely unattractive wealthy man, prompted by my extremely shallow mother’s demands. I slept in a separate bedroom. He was a complete catastrophe of utter social awkwardness and patronizing comments. I was so irritated, I actually faked an email to myself saying that if I didn’t fly home immediately, I was in trouble with work. It was complete with Cc’s and FWD’s. I’m thanking heaven above that it actually worked. I have never felt so damn trapped in
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I’m 23 and have been talking to a girl online for about 6 months and when I asked if she’d consider meeting up she said of course. So now, in October I have time off work and I might do the 2 hour train ride and meet her. Problem is, she will have only just 16. This means it’ll all be legal blah blah but is it weird? I find her extremely attractive, stunning actually and when I call her she’s able to have a serious, mature conversation but still knows how to have a laugh. She looks older than
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