I just kinda feel like my life is going downhill. Everyone’s who’s in my first period class essentially hates me and they all call me fat on a constant basis. My grades are quickly decreasing, and I can’t figure out what the hell i’m supposed to do anymore. I live day to day with sadness and confusing. I’m always so tired, and i just want to cry. Everything just feels so hard for me to get through that at this point all I want is to die so I don’t have to deal with this anymore. I haven’t been
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I’ve got a fucking school that thinks I’m a dangerous son of a bitch who is going to walk into a fucking school and shoot people. well I’ve got news for them I don’t ever want to do that okay I’m not a dangerous person they treated me unfairly and I’m pissed off about it so what. well turns out I’ve got court on the third next month because of this whole mess and I’m only 13 so go figure. I’ve done nothing wrong so why treat me like a criminal? because apparently troubled kids who have ADHD or
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So for the most part I love my friends but I can’t stand how if it doesn’t resolve around them it isn’t worth talking about. Ummmm no! You don’t actually have to hang out with me you dumb cunts! Like stop being assholes and fucking tell me you don’t want me around or you don’t want to hang out. Like no it’s not some big ass deal to me, I’m not going to stop being your friend and I’m not going to stop talking to you. I’d rather you be real with me and we’ll figure it out from there.
FUCKING SHIT!!
I HATE AMERICAN SOCIETY!!! AND LOVE IT AT THE SAME TIME!!!
How many times have I tried to figure out what the fuck we are supposed to do here. As if there was a right way to live life. And there was some God who had a plan for us. WELL THERE IS NO DAMN GOD!!! My religion was a fucking cult designed to repress my spirit and make me feel like shit!!! I served it for over 20 years!! ! DAMN SHIT LIFE!!!
I even served a church mission and told people bullshit to make them realize
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First off is im turning 17 in a month still dont have my drivers liscense let alone a car yet >.> and im trying to figure out what to do with my life I plan on applying to the army to become a chemical fighter but im not even out of high school yet and im struggling to pass/make up classes that i failed my freshman year cause i was a screwup and never paid attention im only applying into the army is because i have no clue what i want to do with my life and it will get me away from my family for
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