Love is freaking annoying. I (an 18-year-old girl) have two great loves in my life: one whom I know doesn’t love me (I don’t even know if he likes me at all), and I CAN’T GET OVER HIM. What’s more, he’s 4 years older than me, and he will always be a small part of my life, because he’s my step-cousin. Which means that I can never forget him and move on: every time I see him (it can be many months in between) my feelings flare up again.
And the other is a very good friend of mine… who’s gay. And
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I’m the biggest hypocrite. I’ve always said that I’ve never met anyone who isn’t important, but then I took a good look in the mirror. I’m so unimportant. If I died I’m pretty sure very few people would care. The ones that did would probably forget eventually. One day in gonna say “No I’m not okay” and no ones gonna know what to do. I’ve tried to be a rock for everyone for too long. And I can’t talk to anyone about it because I’m the strong one, and no one will know what to do.
I told you that i liked you and i was sorry it was going to be awkward.. You said it didn’t have to be.. it still is in a way. I’ve talked to you a little after but only like once or twice.. You’re in my last class and today i was by you because my friend sits by you and we were working together.. I see you in the hallway and i act like i don’t notice you but in reality i forget what im saying and start saying random things so you don’t notice. I smile and freak out when i see you. When i first
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Okay… this all started a last month. My girlfriend broke up with me and didn’t even tell me or give me a reason why. I am so depressed, I don’t know what to do with myself. I miss her and I wish she would come back… but I don’t think she will. I think she went back to her ex, even after she told me she wouldn’t.. I blocked her out of my life so I could forget her, but it didn’t work. I only ended up hurting myself. I was talking with one of my exes and I started falling for her, but I decided
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…What right does a person have to get mad for you if you apparently forget to tell them your not going to be home at your normal time and they can’t reach any of their friends? I had an eye appointment today, and I’ve checked my IM message history and guess what? I told him that I was going today, yet when I get home he accuses me of not telling him (why do I have to tell him anyways? I’m not dating him or anything, he’s just my friend and he knows what’s been going on anyways.) and then goes
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