You guys are like my brothers, you guys are like my family. I’ve supported each of your endeavors. I’ve given you a place to stay when you were to fucked up to be seen by anyone. I’ve carried you guys through your lowest of lows. But what the fuck happened. When did I drop so low on your priorities. I’m no longer seen as a brother to you all. Sometimes I wonder if I’m still even seen as a friend. I’m not your tool, your fall back, your safety net. It wont be long till I get out of here. I’ve
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Sometimes life is a bitch, people get hurt, sad, or generally fucked over constantly. I see it all the time, I’m that go to girl, that tells them all that philliosophical bullshit to make them feel better. But it always get me thinking, how can I feed people this crap if I can’t actually bring myself to believe it? Shit happens for a reason, I know that. But it doesn’t mean that reason is justified. I find myself in turmoil thinking about all the things that have happened in my life, and how
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Ive lost interest. Theres nothing that makes getting out of bed worthwhile, and ive been in love with my best friend for so long that now im exhausted and worn out and never want to fall in love again. Though of course, i still miss him every. single. fucking. day. I am SO TIRED of all this bullshit and feeling like some hollow non-character. Ive never felt so numb and lost and out of place and im completely out of hope and motivation.
FUCK IT.
I dont have the energy. tomorrow i am staying in
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