I just kinda feel like my life is going downhill. Everyone’s who’s in my first period class essentially hates me and they all call me fat on a constant basis. My grades are quickly decreasing, and I can’t figure out what the hell i’m supposed to do anymore. I live day to day with sadness and confusing. I’m always so tired, and i just want to cry. Everything just feels so hard for me to get through that at this point all I want is to die so I don’t have to deal with this anymore. I haven’t been
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whenever my mother does loving gestures towards me its weird…its like im expecting her to slap me or punch me…i hit her once but only one time and it was after she hit me, about 2 years ago, and it was over the temperature of DISHWATER. after that it was horrific..she would lock me in a room with her and she would just yell at me… my brother is hurt more than i am and i hate to see him that way. so now i just avoid situations that could cause me to hurt emotionally or act harshly. my dad calls
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So i’m kind of expecting this to go on way too long…
My parents divorced when i was like two, so its no big deal, it never really bugged me or anything, but no i’m in highschool and i have all my friends and fun at one residence and nothing to do at all at the other.
I grew up always having to work for whatever i wanted, a lesson taught to me by both my parents, but recently my dad was diagnosed with ADHD and bipolar disorder, along with severe knee damage in both legs. Instead of trying to
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