for like a split moment i am really happy.
its night and i just finished masturbating. im listening to some good music. roommate isnt here. ready to sleep and wake up early for my chemistry lab tmr.
sharing my happiness, my sweet sweet babies.<3
i like you. you like me. and we have a great time whenever we go out.. actually you are the only girl i enjoy spending time with. but you don’t want anything more from this and its killing me… is it to much to ask for that i find a girl that does want more? and is as amazing as you? and actually makes me happy? maybe happiness is just a crazy delusion in my mind.. maybe i am destined to feel nothing.
hopefully someday you will get over what happened with your ex and be with me.. i can only hope
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I honestly just want to be happy. I have no idea why I can’t find happiness, I have my moments where im on top of the world then it seems like plummet down into an abyss. I dont know what im even doing in the military, I don’t think i belong here. Im just not sure what im looking for in life but I know its not this.
Do you ever feel that your just kind of stumbling through life, kind of taking things as they come and not really doing anything proactive to improve your situation? It’s not like my situation is bad, just there are some things that I would change if I could…but I don’t…I mean I don’t put any effort into making those things change in my life. When I was younger and in love, and had NO money, I used to think that money would solve all my problems. Now that I am older, not so much in love but
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