I’ve been self harming for 7 years. I haven’t cut in a long time but i just broke that because I have so much self hatred. And I don’t want to stop. Just wanna keep going.
Im so tired of my sister saying I stole her stuff.
I don’t keep track of what is hers. Shes really freaking out over fucking makeup brushes and a pair of shorts that ended up in my laundry and these bracelets I never knew were hers.
Its bad enough I don’t think my mom truly accepts me for being transgender, but seriously?
I can’t transition or anything because every time I try to talk to my mom about it, she ends up going out somewhere when I actually get the courage to bring it up.
My sister
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Honestly, I think unless someone really pisses you off and you have a deep burning hatred for them, never tell someone what’s wrong with them. Never be that person who is known for putting someone down. What you may not like in someone might be someone else’s favourite trait in them. Never make anyone feel bad not even for a second, because that one second could destroy them. Don’t tell them that their finger tapping is annoying because someone else is waiting to listen to that beat. Don’t tell
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I hate myself more and more everyday.
I will never ever forget some things.
I’m already ruined.
And to think I have to carry on living for the rest of my life with constant memories.
All of them.
I have no idea why I’m still breathing.
I’m so pathetic and full of hate that I cut my thighs.
And now the boy I have a crush on is talking to me, but he’s not interested.
I don’t blame him.
I’m the most
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