I have just mustered up the guts to ask this girl out but I can’t help feeling scaired. I don’t know if it’s because of the way she answered or the fact that I’m afraid that I will just get my heartbroken again. I mean it’s not wrong to feel that way is it? The last girl i dated turned out to be a lot less then she said she was. From the fact that she was almost always drunk ot the fact that she tried denying that she cheated on me. I geuss it’s just that she left me with a couple of scares
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I don’t believe I deserve to be happy. It’s not that I think I’m a bad person it’s just I feel like i’m just meant to be a generally sad person. I meant this really nice and caring guy and I dated him for a month. We barely saw each other an distance pushed us away. Whenever I see something I jump right to conclusion. With that I did with him. My ex from about a year ago has given me a reason not to try guys and no one for that fact and that makes me push away the people I care about the most.
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ive been by your side for 2 years, yet i still cant bare to leave your side
even when u cheated on me, more times then i can count i said it was nothing, and brushed it off.
i cant trust anyone, i cant trust you, yet i let you use me when ever you want. ive made it my soul mission to please you, and yet you cant even do the same for me…
and every time i want to talk to you i stop, and hold ever little peice of it in me. i feel myself goriwn farther away farther apart from you. we have nothing
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Ive lost interest. Theres nothing that makes getting out of bed worthwhile, and ive been in love with my best friend for so long that now im exhausted and worn out and never want to fall in love again. Though of course, i still miss him every. single. fucking. day. I am SO TIRED of all this bullshit and feeling like some hollow non-character. Ive never felt so numb and lost and out of place and im completely out of hope and motivation.
FUCK IT.
I dont have the energy. tomorrow i am staying in
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So i have totally have been into this one guy for the longest time & have slowly gotten closer to him. He recently started working with my cousin. Now he is trying to get her to go out with him and even though I still have some sort of “thing” for him, I am helping him figure out how to approach her. All the while it is killing me inside because I am exactly like her in soo many ways but he wont even consider me even though we know each other already. Honestly love makes the world a crazy
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