Feel like I’m having the worst day of my life. Got far too much stuff on my mind and can no longer block it out, it’s driving me crazy. My Nana, the best person in my life, most amazing person ever, is dying of cancer. I’m struggling to visit her now cos she’s not herself anymore, she looks so ill and frail and it’s killing me to see her like that. Feeling selfish for not going to see her, but it hurts too much. Feel like I can’t to anyone about it or I’ll just break down and
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Last year I had a roommate who seriously HATED me. We got along okay when all of a sudden she started treating me horribly. It was because I took some food that I didn’t know was for her only (we agreed to share some food but turns out there was a dispute over that). She also accused me of interrupting her for everything (ok I admit I may have been quite annoying but I have Asperger’s and don’t socialize or pick up social cues very well…I merely wanted to be more outgoing because
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You think people would get that you know them pretty damn well, especially when they try to hide shit behind your back. I mean I have this friend, I know her very well, been friends for a long time. And she’s had a very rock life with guys, its just not her thing, but how can she think I’m stupid? She’s trying to get back with her ex, cuz she claims she loves him, and well I’m actually all fine with it ya know? I mean sometimes you can’t help it who you like, and well if the guy grew
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I hate how my parents well mostly my mother is so overprotected of me and my younger sister gets treated like fucking royalty. Half the crap that my mom did for me growing up she doesn’t even do with my sister. She has all the “trust” in her according to my mother. She doesn’t do anything wrong…BULLSHIT. I slipped up maybe once or twice growing up but I never did anything to not have my mother not trust me. I never got a cellphone till I was 14 and ONLY because of the fact my bus ran
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I’m not even joking, I’m tired of always being so happy all the time when all I want to do is scream at the top of my lungs in how angry or depressed I truly am. I used to be able to write down how I felt in my poetry but lately it just hasn’t been coming to me. But seriously, I don’t believe that there is any hope for me. I’m not saying I’m a person that would ever consider drastic measures but I could surely wish to god for a way out of this horrid life. Nothing is ever right no
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