I honestly just want to be happy. I have no idea why I can’t find happiness, I have my moments where im on top of the world then it seems like plummet down into an abyss. I dont know what im even doing in the military, I don’t think i belong here. Im just not sure what im looking for in life but I know its not this.
Honestly I don’t know what gave you the idea that I had to tell you when I went somewhere afterschool. I mean seriously. Your just my friend, your not related to me in any fucking way. You don’t have to watch over me, I can do it myself. In fact, I would prefer it if you let me do just that. Because honestly, your idea of watching over me just makes me want to strangle you. You tease me every day about things, and then when I turn around and am about to go have fun, you blow up and start
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Seriously. First we talk about our feelings and I tell you I’m not interested in dating you or anyone else so you say you’ll drop it. Okay great. Then you have to go and be so pathetic later and ask me out in a juvenile note. Honestly…we’re almost at college ya dumbass. Show that you actually have courage and ask me out face to face if your going to ask me out again after you say your going to drop it. I know I can’t control feelings, but if I’m going to turn you down the first time
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