Honestly this site seems to be for, negative things. But I’ve got to confess just how amazed I am because, I finally learned to love myself. I’ve realized I am beautiful, that I am wonderful, and that I don’t need anyone’s validation for that.
And feeling this after so long in depression and hating myself is just breathtaking and amazing and I feel so powerful. I feel as if the whole universe is within me just waiting for me to reach out at it and it’s all mine and no one else’s to take or
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I’ve been daydreaming about how i’m going to meet my future boyfriend for years and years now. the only thing I’ve ever wanted was to love someone who loves me back. but i don’t really have much luck when it comes to these things. the 2 past boyfriends i had… i didn’t even like. i just agreed cuz I’ve rejected so many guys that i just thought if i said yes i’d grow to like them more which didn’t happen. I’ve been liked by soo many guys but they are all really not my type. my standards are quite
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In May you asked me to come home. You said we’d be ok, that we’d work thru everything. That you could and had forgiven me for what I’d done…
The next 5 months were rough- lots of arguing, lots of being alone because you were working or out with friends- drinking, embarrassed of me- we didn’t even have our own place…we had one room, in your brother’s house, with your entire family. I still felt guilty for what I’d done.
5 months since you asked me to come home, 5 months since I figured out how
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