Okay so I liked this boy for he longest time and my guy friend and my crush and I were all having this like 20 questions night. We ended up playing for like 7 hours straight on skype and it made me like my crush more. I went to the hospital a while ago and they put me on a weird med and I got loopy and I messaged him saying he was hot. He sent me so many fucking signals making me think that he liked me back. Then he gets a fucking girl friend after literally flirting with me for a year. Now
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Why the title? Because only a horrible fucking person would think the things I do. A horrible fucking self-absorbed person.
My mom just got out of the hospital after her fourth mini stroke. The first one was about four years ago and it messed me up I think more than anyone else involved. I mean, she still doesn’t even remember most of the ordeal and I think she’s the luckiest fucking person for that because if I could cut into my own brain and take out the part that remembers, I would. In a
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Working at a hospital USED to make me feel amazing…like I was doing something worth living for and making a difference in peoples lives. NOW….I go to work in the constant fear that I will be physically attacked or shot ( we have had non-stop lock downs due to walk in gun shot victims). I am SICK and TIRED of picking you off the ground, being covered in your blood, hurting my back throwing you on a stretcher and saving your fucking life for your family and you to treat me like shit when you dont
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