I was wrong to believe, as I did for a while, that desire is something that we have to resist in our lives. It is only an obstacle if you are too afraid to sate it.
Indeed, the fear IS the obstacle. It’s the stone that I am forever carrying and it gets heavier every day. It saps the joy out of every task and it makes every friend seem like an enemy. I have become paranoid, insular and afraid. I have dug a hole to hide in that is so deep that I can barely see the goddamn light anymore.
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My life is all kinds of stressful and hectic right now!! I wish it would just go back to the way it was! I want to be 16 again without a care in the world. Running around with friends, thinking we were invincible and the world was our oyster! But I know thats not going to happen so I must figure out how to deal with it the way it is. But its just so damn hard! I hate being tossed into the “grownup” world, they really don’t prepare you for anything!! I don’t feel like anything is secure in my
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So the other day my friends bf text me to see how much I wanted to sell my car for. No big deal. But I wasn’t sure if I wanted to sell it to him, cuz he kinda just beats the crap out of his cars. So I told him that.
Then I was thinking about it and I was like eh what the hell, I probably wont get anyone else that wants it and I need to get rid of it. So I text him and asked him how much he would give me for it. We went back and forth talking for awhile and it came down to 500 obo. He said he
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Ok so I’ve had on hell of a year and a half and I’m just ready for it to be over! Over with the drama over with the new shit just over with everything! I have enough on my plate and I don’t want any more! One of the major things right now is why are guys soo stupid, I mean really, do you just not think or something!? To all the guys out there that keep calling me and I am not responding, there is a reason for it!! Think back to why we stopped talking in the first place….Really I’m not stupid
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I really hate when someone who barely knows me thinks that can tell me what I should do in my life.
It been a year and I can’t get over my ex. Even withwhat he did to me, I still love him. I have a new bf now and he cares about me soo much and I care about him too. But I can’t get my ex out of my head or my heart. I think about him everyday and everynight. I love him more now I think then I did when we were going out…..I’m so confused…What do I do??
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