I’m struggling with the feeling of utter futility with my music. I’ve been making it for 20 years, and sharing it, and doing most things right, people hear it and emphatically let me know it’s amazing, and yet, I put a video on youtube and get all of 7 views. It’s just pathetic. It’s really pointless. And yet I do all the things, make the videos, update my facebook, blog posts, press pictures, send outs… WHY?! NO ONE CARES. NO ONE FUCKING CARES ABOUT MY MUSIC. So it’s your dream?
…view more
Sometimes I remember why, but most of the time I don’t. You know, I didn’t personally cause every problem you had in your day, and just once in a while, it would be nice if you rembered that. I don’t want to talk about the kids all the time, and especially not on those rare occasions we’re having sex. I don’t call it making love, because it’s not. It’s just a duty for you, that much is obvious. From your anger at me daring to slow down and enjoy it to your angry shouts of “Hurry
…view more
I lied about being in love with my best friend when i wasn’t. i did that just to make my ex feel jealous. and now my bff thinks it was real and she’s acting all weird and making me feel horrible. and some guy has a crush on me… and pressure…the whole world knows about him and me and keeps pressurizing me..why do i have to do anything right or wrong..its my life…why do u keep tellin me how to live it..oh n top of it all im a lesbian teen…nobody knows except for my bff and she’s
…view more
0 Comments
Forgive
Condemn