Ive lost interest. Theres nothing that makes getting out of bed worthwhile, and ive been in love with my best friend for so long that now im exhausted and worn out and never want to fall in love again. Though of course, i still miss him every. single. fucking. day. I am SO TIRED of all this bullshit and feeling like some hollow non-character. Ive never felt so numb and lost and out of place and im completely out of hope and motivation.
FUCK IT.
I dont have the energy. tomorrow i am staying in
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I hate how my parents well mostly my mother is so overprotected of me and my younger sister gets treated like fucking royalty. Half the crap that my mom did for me growing up she doesn’t even do with my sister. She has all the “trust” in her according to my mother. She doesn’t do anything wrong…BULLSHIT. I slipped up maybe once or twice growing up but I never did anything to not have my mother not trust me. I never got a cellphone till I was 14 and ONLY because of the fact my bus ran late and I
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I’m not even joking, I’m tired of always being so happy all the time when all I want to do is scream at the top of my lungs in how angry or depressed I truly am. I used to be able to write down how I felt in my poetry but lately it just hasn’t been coming to me. But seriously, I don’t believe that there is any hope for me. I’m not saying I’m a person that would ever consider drastic measures but I could surely wish to god for a way out of this horrid life. Nothing is ever right no matter what I
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I think I’m a boy trapped in a girls body, I’ve always felt like this but in the past year or so, its making my life miserable, I cant be happy because I dont feel “right”! I need help! I’m too scared to tell anyone though, they’d think I was crazy.
I didn’t want you know that im really needy, actually. You haven’t texted me in 2 days and im trying not to pick up the phone myself. But today by the mid afternoon, i just couldn’t hold it any longer. I drove by your house while checking out my new apartment. Twice. I wonder if you are hanging out with that new girl at the office. She IS very very cute and she does like you too, I can tell.
I am needy. I am paranoid. I am so very miserable….wait….aww….you just texted me!!!
I am also very
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