To calm my anxiety and depression, I go for late night walks. Like 11 pm or 2 am walks. I often sneak out, but my brother found out and told my mother. To a normal parent, this would raise a red flag. Your teenage daughter sneaking out at night. Not my mother. She merely acknowledged that I sneak out, then yelled at me about being in my room too much.
Just a few moments ago, she told me “You self diagnose yourself with all these things and none of them are real.”
Oh really.
Suicide isn’t
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life fucking sucks. but what do i know, i’m manic depressive. but see this is why it sucks. I get one life to live and my brain is fucked up. I can’t be a normal fucking person. I get one chance to be a human on this planet and for some reason out of my control my mind is broken. I hate to say it but my country sucks, everyone is fucking greedy and stupid. The worst thing about my country is people don’t even realize they are greedy and stupid. They think they are the best and have reasons
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I have been hanging out with a girl for the last year, I told her I liked her, with the plan of asking her out soon enough. We have been moving at a comfortable pace, both of us are shy. We have continued hanging out as normal.
2 of my “friends” who I have known for a much shorter length of time, have started to act uncharacteristically friendly towards me recently. They have started to hang around with us as well. These “friends” are significantly less shy, and care significantly little about
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…What right does a person have to get mad for you if you apparently forget to tell them your not going to be home at your normal time and they can’t reach any of their friends? I had an eye appointment today, and I’ve checked my IM message history and guess what? I told him that I was going today, yet when I get home he accuses me of not telling him (why do I have to tell him anyways? I’m not dating him or anything, he’s just my friend and he knows what’s been going on anyways.) and then goes
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I’m turning 19 and I feel old. Is that normal?