Working at a hospital USED to make me feel amazing…like I was doing something worth living for and making a difference in peoples lives. NOW….I go to work in the constant fear that I will be physically attacked or shot ( we have had non-stop lock downs due to walk in gun shot victims). I am SICK and TIRED of picking you off the ground, being covered in your blood, hurting my back throwing you on a stretcher and saving your fucking life for your family and you to treat me like shit when you dont
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I hate it here in Mississippi. They have no respect for animals and I get blamed for everything! Last night I got blamed for missing pellets. They just fell on the floor but it was still my fault, I didn’t like that fact about them shooting cats there for it’s all my fault. According to the people i’m stuck living with I ‘hid’ them so he wouldn’t shoot animals. My mom seems to be the only one that believes me because she knows that I didn’t even know that they were pellets. I’m getting blamed
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Every time I have a deadline this happens. I see bubbles and ’shooting stars’ everywhere, sometimes it looks like it’s raining everywhere or sparks are shooting off everywhere or I’m looking through boiling water. I see spiders that don’t exist and scream/ shake myself to get them off and look like a freak. I feel things that aren’t there, like I’ll put my hand on a surface and it’ll feel like I’m touching slime/ a spider and retract in horror, only to look down and realise it’s totally clean.
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