Before my husband and I were married, on two separate occasions a woman he had known since high school begged him to leave me and be with her instead. He refused her both times.
Not long ago, two days after she committed suicide, a letter from her arrived in the mail for my husband. He wasn’t home. I opened it and read it. It started with, “By the time you read this, I’ll be gone.” She went on at length about how she had always loved him, even insisting that she loved him more than I ever
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The two people i love most in the world- my mum and my nephew.
Mum is still ok and is coping fine now, she doesnt need me for anything, only as a friend.
My nephew hates me now, so does not want me on his life anymore, he said iv changed and im a bitch,
He does not love me anymore, or need me.
Suicide was always a distant thought cos i could never do that to him, his life has been screwed up enough, he disnt need me, his stability through all the craziness to do that to him.
Since he doesnt
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We lived together. You left me alone to go live with 2 guys you work with. You are so “scared” of things in life that you claim you have trouble sleeping and suicidal thoughts. I am a gigantic sucker (also still in love with you for some stupid reason), so I say, “Come back and stay with me for a few nights so you are not so scared.” You went to a conference in another city and let another guy fuck you; among other things I’m sure, but I didn’t want any details. You tell me it’s because you
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1: I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I cannot stand you. I hope you die. I honestly hope that you die. You piece of shit.
2: What the hell is wrong with you? We haven’t talked in forever and when we do, it’s about you. All about you. I tried coming to you to show you that I would do it… you barely fucking responded. What the hell? I told you that if I ever needed help, I’d come to you. I told you. And what do you do? You text me back ‘I’m sorry.’ Yeah
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my mum died a few months ago really suddenly, i miss her so much, it hurts all of the time. i want to kill myself and follow her but i cant because i have a little brother, we have no other family so its just me and him. if i didnt have him, i would be free, im starting to resent his existance, how awful is that. i really dont know whatto do.