12 years of hearing “you’re too fat” “you need to lose some weight” why is it now after losing 95 Lbs I’m hearing “you’re too skinny” “you need to bulk up”
I just..ugh :(, i live with the constant fear of gaining weight, and just hearing the topic of fat/weight, or anything of that matter. Like…I am so insecure about myself. I don’t eat more than 1800 calories a day and i just..i hate eating basically. Previously, like about 2 months ago, i would not eat. I didn’t eat, i would eat <500 calories a day and most of it was at school where i didnt want anyone to know i was starving myself. I also had weight loss pills that I took BEFORE and during the
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Every time I go out or whenever I’m home I feel so disgusted with myself. I eat a lot. I run almost every single day but I still feel like a sumo wrestler. I don’t wanna feel like that and I don’t know how to get rid of that feeling. No matter what I do I always feel like people are laughing about me because I’m big (fat). I don’t know what to do. I always try not to care but it’s too hard for me. It makes me have a mix of emotions because I’m not comfortable in my own skin. I always think
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i am so pissed right now. some tubby ass person sat on my bag and broke my screen! i can’t do any work and i have to borrow some shitty notebook laptop now. so angry. that guy should seriously pay for my new screen then lose some weight.