Posted 23rd February 2018 21074

okay so I probably sound completely mad and it may seem like I’m overreacting. BUT IM NOT. I have younger siblings..who are a lot younger than me. one is 5 and he is the one I would like to talk about. he is also my half brother and for some reason my step mother has this overwhelming obsession for him . no one is allowed to tell him off even when he’s in the wrong and everyone must obey him and I’ve really had enough. I spent a lot of my younger years being screamed and and shouted at because I didn’t want to do something for my brother and these are things that aren’t even serious. if I forgot to mention..he is very spoilt. let me give you an example.he is 5 years old AND STILL DOES NOT FEED HIMSELF. he has spent all his life playing with someone because his mother feels that he is lonely and now it is backfiring on her because at the age of 5 he will not play alone and always wants to play . but this does affect me too. if he wants to play with me I have to say yes and play even though I REALLY do not want to or have more important things to do.. (I’m very close to some important exams which set my future) if I don’t say yes she will stop talking to me, complain to my dad who is always stressed by issues to do with her and everyone will come down on me like a fire. it will cause war in my house and I really don’t want to do that because it is mentally draining and was something that made my life absolutely depressing for like 3 years of my life..I always seemed to be the problem. from one day 3 years ago onwards I decided to obey every thing my 5 year old brother and step mother says to keep the peace. to stop my dad from being stressed and to stop me from being a nuisance to everyone. I still do it ignoring how I really feel but I have had enough. why should I obey everything my brother says?!! he doesn’t even listen to me and he is younger than me by far. IM JUST ANGRY BECAUSE I HAVE TO LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE OBEYING ALL THESE PEOLE SO THEY CAN BE HAPPY AND IGNORING MY OWN HAPPINESS AD THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT

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