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I am married. I am lonely. I search online for companionship. It is easy to find. I am simultaneously emailing or texting five different men on a daily basis. I’ve had sex with two of them. I can’t stop. I crave their attention and how they make me feel. I feel horrible for breaking my vow, but that doesn’t stop me.
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Posted by The Doc 8th January 2013
That’s a bit self centered. You crave the attention they give you? How the fuck do you think your husband would feel if he found out? Get your head out of your ass. You married him for a reason. Be fucking faithful.Post a confession or rant now! It’s completely anonymous.
Posted by Dark Specter 10th April 2012
Loneliness is a powerfull force, and it can drive us to do things we would never admit to in public, things we are deeply ashamed of. Loneliness is something that strikes married people hardest, because they don’t expect it, but it’s there even in marriage. I struggle with this myself. Seek to address your loneliness, and the rest should fall in line.It seems from your post that you are craving attention and intimacy (which is just a specific type of attention). Try and cultivate intimate moments with your husband. (not necessarily sex, but moments when you can reveal and share yourself with him and him with you) this will go a long way to reliveing loneliness. Just remember that some level of loneliness always remains. It is greatly diminished by have healthy intimacy, but it always exists.
I don’t know if you’ve told your husband about your affairs or not, and I can’t suggest either way. Just use best discretion.