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In a little over a month I’ll be done with school. Till then I’ll have to go on acting like I’m not as stressed as I am.
I have to much to do and not enough time. Between homework, my parents, my kid and my lover, I’m feeling overwhelmed.
Dad lost his job because he was careless. The lack of income has made life harder than we are use to (and I know it’s not as hard as other people have it, but it’s difficult because we aren’t used to it and have to relearn how to do shit). Suddenly I’m supposed to have a job- I got one and they nearly broke me. I found a new one, but starting there has been delayed so my account is empty. And my parents keep bugging me about money and tax returns and school and everything else. I feel like my ears are going to bleed if I hear them ask about the bank account one more time.
My lover and I finally moved our family in together, which is really nice- except for some habits we are trying to break each other of. Overall good. Though I need more space than I’ve been getting, so I never really relax and cool down.
Homework is killing me, my internship is like having a part time job- but without the money.
I’m just exhausted. I stay up too late working and wake up early. I’m tired. I spend my days off and nights doing homework that never seems to end. I need to make some money, but don’t have time to craft anything, so I have nothing to sell….
I’m almost done. I’m almost done. I’m almost done.
It’s become a mantra to keep me up and working, to keep me sane and focused, to keep me from giving up….I’m almost there.
Fuck, I just want a good release and to sleep for a week.
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