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Okay idk just wanted to get this off my chest
So ever since I was a child I was told I am a fun, outgoing kid who loved everything. But as I grew up to be a gullible person I ended up making friends and getting attached to people who eventually threw me in the trash and claimed I had bullied them. It gave me a bad reputation to all my other friends and they left me alone. I was so upset and since that incident I was closed off from everyone. I startes getting depressed and anxiety issues started up, with me crying on the first week of new school twice, and crying again when having to take part in a social event. That incident fucked me up so bad and I gained major trust issues. People keep telling me I have changed, especially during the bullying time period. But don’t people change? I changed from an adorable bubbly girl to a “emo” and rebellious kid with trust issues, multiple personalities (which scared my new friends when I suddenly switched from happy to dark and sad). Only my dad knows of my anxiety and he has experienced all the breakdowns (except for the one at the social event). I didn’t tell my mum cuz she wouldn’t accept it. She constantly checks to ensure I am 100% straight, hates the fact me and my brother do not desire sex, and thinks all the problems I have are because of the Internet? What???
Ugh and top that all off with girls who try to copy my life (please I am trash wyd), boys making sexual jokes about my privates and boobs (which btw i don’t want them lmao), bullies who do not want to let it go after a year, anxiety, mild depression, existential crises, gender, oh my God.
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