Posted 18th October 2016 2335

Okay, I get that I’m not the best daughter. I make stupid mistakes that get me into trouble and put off what I need to do. But my mom? SHE IS BATSHIT INSANE. It started when my mom made a rule that I’m not allowed to wear jeans consecutively. Like, I get that she wants me to wear more of what’s in my wardrobe, but literally 85% of my closet consists of jeans, and the other 15% is full of these awful clothes that she THINKS look good. Uh, okay, mom, obviously nobody is going to look at me weird as I strut down the hallway in a SLEEVELESS, PUKE GREEN FLANNEL DRESS. I know it doesn’t sound that bad, but you don’t even know the half of it. If I forget the rule for a single DAY, she’ll take away my phone for God knows how long. Another thing– What the hell is wrong with having a different sexuality? She acts like if you’re anything else than straight, you’re going DOWN. DOWN TO THE FIERY PITS OF HELL. “Oh, you can tell us anything!” she says. Well, how am I supposed to tell her that I’m bisexual, and my two best friends are pansexual and transgender? And ANOTHER THING–If I do one little insignificant thing wrong, I get a full on RAGE. I forget my phone at a friend’s house? “Goddammit, ______, I have stuff to do! Why can’t you just remember your damn phone?! You remember it when you’re going to school!” If I blink during a lecture-”EXCUSE ME?!?!?! Did you just ROLL YOUR EYES at me?! I am your mother, and you sure as hell are gonna show me some damn respect!” If I don’t get breakfast on the way to school? GOD FORBID THAT HAPPEN. I’m not even exaggerating! This is exactly how it works! She’s literally called me as irresponsible as my biological father (who is someone I DESPISE. And not five minutes later, she’s all giggles and teddy bears! I mean, GOD DAMN! Can’t I get a break?! And she wonders why I have a constant attitude. WHERE DOES SHE THINK I GOT IT FROM?! My FRIENDS never have this problem, but she just pushes all the blame on them. I mean, I get that she’s got her own problems, but at least I don’t become some PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE BITCH. At least I have the sense to rant about it privately, here, where at least ONE person might relate to me. But her? HELL NO. Let her just EMOTIONALLY DAMAGE HER CHILDREN SO MUCH THAT THEY ACTUALLY WISH SCHOOL WAS LONGER. And she says our relationship is ’strained?’ Bitch, please. It’s already broken.
I’m so glad she’s leaving me at my grandma’s for a week while she goes on vacation with my stepdad. I mean, it’s not like I’m saying it’s cool that she’s basically ditching me and my sisters, but IT IS IF I’M FINALLY FREE.
I don’t need this horse shit from her, or anyone for that matter. I need a break!

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