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I would like to first clearly point out that I am NOT suicidal.
But there is no point or reason for me to live. Nothing to do. I am 21.
I am not so good at studies.
I suck at sports. Not good at even one.
Co curriculars like theatre, dance, music etc? Nope.
Family hates me. They tell me how peaceful and nice things are until I enter the scene and ruin it. Though they treat me well and never wanna hurt me. I know for sure, they regret me existing, though they don’t show it.
Friends? Bwahahahahahaha! Completely awkward socially. Hate meeting new people. And the students/other people around me don’t like me much. I prefer being by myself. Hate parties.Girls? I am short, fat, socially awkward guy. Not rich either. Never had a girlfriend. No one is ever interested, even if I’m the nicest to them.
I don’t believe in God, but I have this sense of consciousness which prevents me from doing anything wrong or “badass”. I don’t like to smoke, drink or do drugs either. I’ll never cheat/trick anyone or do something lawfully wrong except piracy. People make fun of me for being honest.
I’m weak as shit. I am also the butt of most of the jokes in class.
I am not a social worker, charity guy, politician, organiser kind etc.
I have nothing to contribute to the world except pain to my family. I am completely a burden and not even a small asset to the universe. I am a waste of food, amenties and a lot of electricity(for my computer).
Basically, there is no point existing at all. I am not wanted anywhere. I feel sad. I wanna cry. Feeling miserable is my thing.
- THE Loser.
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