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So I didn’t know that if they lay hands on you against your will that it can be considered sexual assault until 8 months ago. I always thought that penetration was the determining factor. From when I was in 5th grade to graduation of college I must have been attacked by 15+ people. Never mind when i was attacked then I was 4. Now I have a panic disorder and an anxiety disorder, but no one in my family seems to take me seriously. I have worked so hard to recover from depression, and to just barely function as an adult.
I think I should get a service dog, I faint, have high blood pressure, heart palpitations, and get panic attacks in highly congested areas. I can’t drive a car and I am 25.
The only time my blood pressure is in a healthy range in public is when I am with my dog, but she is 14 years old. I want to talk about this with my family, but they don’t want to admit that it has turned into a disability. That they didn’t keep me safe. That I am fighting a battle that will take years off my life if I dont do something. I’ve tried meds and talk therapy for 5 years. I’m just so tired.
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